Chapter 204: Learned what happened one year ago
After Li Yuehu turned to the other side, Han Jing became completely panicked. His throat felt dry and he couldn't utter any words.
He thought that Li Yuehu might cry, curse, or sleep alone, but he never expected that she was lying in the same bed with him, but was so indifferent, as if she treated him as a doll, or air.
Her shoulders were thin and her breathing was slow, as if she was asleep, without even opening her eyes.
But Han Jing knew that she was not asleep yet, she just didn't want to see him.
No, it’s not about seeing him, but it doesn’t matter whether I see him or not.
As soon as this thought came to his mind, Han Jing felt the piercing pain again, and he didn't know how to get along with it.
He knew that if he just left like that, Li Yuehu would not ask a single question or move. This invisible cold violence was hard for him to accept.
They once said that they would keep no secrets from each other and would not be angry with each other until the next day. So what started to change?
"Moon Lake..."
Han Jing called out softly, and when she didn't respond, he touched her shoulder with his hand.
I've lost weight, and I can even feel the bones.
Han Jing's throat choked and he felt even more upset. He wanted to ask Li Yuehu to turn around and stop ignoring him and using cold violence against him.
Is she...a bit too much?
"Yuehu, are you asleep?"
Han Jing shouted again and couldn't help but sigh.
This time, Li Yuehu finally turned around, but just looked at him quietly, as if silently asking him if there was anything wrong.
She didn't speak, like a doll without any popularity, and her indifferent eyes made people feel so uncomfortable.
Han Jing forced a smile, thinking that she was frightened by being kidnapped. He was still in a heavy mood, so he chose not to have a good talk with her at this time.
Yes, she must be tired and it’s time for her to have a good rest.
"Yuehu, go to sleep. I'll be out for a while."
After hearing this, Li Yuehu didn't say a word, nor did he nod. He just turned his head back silently and closed his eyes quietly.
She is tired and wants to go to bed.
Seeing her like this, Han Jing finally got out of bed, turned off the lights for her, and let her sleep alone for a while.
"Da da……"
The door closed and the footsteps faded away.
The room was pitch black, and I could almost hear the sound of my heartbeat.
Li Yuehu opened his eyes and looked around the room. Seeing that everything was safe and sound, he felt relieved.
In fact, she didn’t know why she felt “relieved”, she just wanted to use this word to describe her current emotion.
Although she didn't want to sleep, her body reached its limit and she gradually fell asleep.
"call……"
A soft snoring sound filled the room.
"Clap!"
Suddenly, someone opened the door a crack, looked inside for a few seconds, and then quietly closed the door.
……
study.
Han Jing hadn't slept all night, and was kneading his brows hard. He said in a deep voice, "Assistant Chen, have you found any results on the matter I asked you to investigate?"
"There is."
Assistant Chen placed a stack of information in front of him. It seemed that he had anticipated his next reaction and he couldn't help but be extremely alert.
At first, Han Jing was just flipping through the information casually.
Gradually, the more he looked, the uglier his expression became, until finally he felt cold all over.
"Is all this true?"
Han Jing closed the information. He was so shocked that he didn't dare to read it a second time.
Assistant Chen smiled bitterly, knowing that the boss's anger had reached its peak, but he had to hold on.
"Boss Han, the information I checked personally should not be wrong."
At this time, Assistant Chen knew very well what caused Han Jing's anger, because when he learned about those things, he couldn't help but be shocked.
"A year ago, Yue Hu was almost raped, and therefore suffered from depression?"
Li Yuehu was nearly raped by the gangsters, and he knew it clearly because he was the one who went to rescue them.
After that, he accompanied Li Yuehu for a while. Seeing that her mentality had not changed much and that she would eat well and sleep well tomorrow, he slowly put his mind at ease.
Did she never think that incident would hurt her so much?
So, she has been depressed for a year, and her depression is not fake?
Thinking of this, Han Jing could not forgive his past self, because he had vowed that Li Yuehu did not have depression and she was just pretending.
But today, someone suddenly told him that Li Yuehu was not pretending to be sick, and she was really in a very bad condition, or she would choose to leave this world in the dead of night. How could Han Jing accept this?
What shocked him even more was that what he had said to his friends was also heard by Li Yuehu?
Remember, they said this:
"Han Jing, are you really going to marry Li Yuehu?"
……
"She licked me for several years, and no one else would want her except me."
"But she is indeed a bit dirty. When I think about how she was almost raped, I can't get over it."
At this moment, Han Jing couldn't recall that such cold and hurtful words actually came from his mouth.
It’s hard for him to accept it now. Li Yuehu must have been even sadder at that time. Did she cry secretly? Did she feel desperate?
As Han Jing thought about it, regret and heartache intertwined into an airtight web in his heart. All the memories were like a sharp dagger, piercing deeply into his soul, making it so painful that he could hardly breathe.
"Assistant Chen, find me the best psychologist and make Li Yuehu better at all costs."
Assistant Chen responded and then went out.
For a moment, Han Jing was the only one left in the study. He took the information and began to read it again in a self-torturing manner, but the more he read, the more heartbroken he felt.
Under the light, each word seemed to come alive and turned into long needles that pierced deeply into his internal organs.
Han Jing covered his chest and felt like his breathing was about to stop.
However, he felt uncomfortable just by looking at it, so how did Li Yuehu feel?
Every late night, every time she secretly took medicine, did she feel the same excruciating pain?
Han Jing was in a heavy mood. The memories of the past were like a heavy mountain that weighed down his body, making it hard for him to breathe. Whenever he closed his eyes, his consciousness seemed to fall into a bottomless black hole and he couldn't struggle out.
Han Jing regretted it.
"Dong dong!"
Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.
Han Jing thought that Li Yuehu had woken up and came to find him, so he immediately went to open the door.
When the door opened, it was the servant standing outside.
Han Jing was a little disappointed and asked what was going on.
The maid said, "Madam has woken up and wants to go out for a walk."
"Now?"
Han Jing glanced at the time. It was still past five in the morning and no one would want to go out for a walk at this time.
Besides, didn’t she just fall asleep not long ago? How could she wake up so soon?
In an instant, Han Jing remembered something mentioned in the information. After Li Yuehu suffered from depression, he began to have difficulty falling asleep. Is he also affected by insomnia now?
"Got it. I'll go take a look."
Han Jing was worried. He wanted to see Li Yuehu immediately, hug her and tell her he loved her.