Chapter 203 Yuehu, what’s wrong with you?
Han Jing forced a smile, without his previous confidence and arrogance.
For a moment, it seemed that he was really going to lose Li Yuehu, but this possibility was something he had never thought of.
Han Jing was panicked and scared. He had a vague feeling that if he didn't change, it might be too late.
So, he wanted to give each other a chance to start over.
Besides, Li Yuehu loves him so much, if she knew his feelings, she would definitely agree happily.
Yes, they didn’t have a big conflict, it was just a temporary quarrel and it would be fine soon.
Han Jing comforted himself over and over again, and he seemed to really believe it and gained a little more confidence.
Under Li Yuehu's calm gaze, he also lay on the bed.
The two of them leaned their heads against each other, and their warm breath sprayed on each other's faces, adding a bit of warmth and ambiguity, as if they had returned to the moments of intimacy they once had.
Han Jing hugged Li Yuehu tightly and kissed her forehead again, finally feeling less nervous.
“Yuehu, you must be scared, right?”
"No."
"Are you still blaming me?"
"No."
"But you don't look well now. Shall I take you to see a psychiatrist?"
"No, I'm really fine."
As soon as these words came out, Han Jing collapsed directly, kissing her face repeatedly, begging: "Yuehu, don't say it's okay anymore..."
How could she be okay in this state?
Han Jing would rather she scold him or slap him hard than to be so cold to him anymore.
This feeling is so uncomfortable, as if someone is stabbing me in the heart.
At this moment, Han Jing's heart began to feel uneasy again. Even when he hugged Li Yuehu tightly, he still did not feel safe, as if he might lose her at any time.
why?
How did they become what they are now?
Han Jing couldn't figure it out, but he knew it was because of Liu Ruyan. However, he had said it many times that he really just treated Ruyan as a friend and a girl next door. Why didn't Li Yuehu believe it?
They are about to get married, doesn't she feel safe? Does she have to force herself to drive Ruyan away?
"Yuehu, don't push me anymore..."
He was in great pain and confusion, as if an invisible hand was tearing at his spirit all the time, almost causing him to suffer from a split personality.
City S is so big that it can accommodate both Li Yuehu and Liu Ruyan. Can't they coexist peacefully?
At worst, he would never mention Ruyan in front of Li Yuehu again, and would not give them the chance to meet again.
In that case, Li Yuehu won't have any more wild thoughts, right?
Han Jing thought about it and felt his head hurt more and more, as if two voices appeared in his mind, one voice told him to love the people around him well, and the other voice told him not to hurt Liu Ruyan.
"hiss!"
Han Jing covered his head and gasped in pain.
Li Yuehu turned his head and glanced at him indifferently. Seeing that he was not in serious condition and there was no need to call for help or an ambulance, he turned his head back, as if he did not take his discomfort to heart.
Her reaction was so calm, it was like a long needle piercing Han Jing's heart. His headache instantly disappeared, but his chest became stuffy and painful instead.
"Yuehu, why are you..."
"Hmm?" Li Yuehu turned around again and asked in confusion, "What's wrong?"
Her eyes were so cold, without even a hint of warmth.
Han Jing's throat choked, and he didn't know how to express the pain in his heart.
Say or don't say?
If it were in the past, Han Jing wouldn't have to take the initiative to speak, because Li Yuehu would always be able to detect if something was wrong with him at the first moment and would find ways to make him happy.
Then, Han Jing would always be easily coaxed by her.
Everything seemed so natural that he had gotten used to it without even realizing it.
At this time, Li Yuehu ignored him and no longer cared about his feelings. Han Jing felt as if his heart was broken and felt that this shouldn't be the case.
Han Jing forced a smile, but seeing that Li Yuehu was still motionless and didn't even touch his forehead, he felt a pang of pain in his heart and a little panic.
"Yuehu, I have a headache."
Han Jing took the initiative to speak, and although he only spoke briefly, it was obvious that he wanted Li Yuehu to care about him, even if it was just to ask a question.
Li Yuehu was a little confused, as if he didn't understand why he suddenly had a headache.
But wouldn’t it be rude not to reply?
Li Yuehu thought about it and said, "What a coincidence, I have a headache too."
Her head was hit by Liu Ruyan, and it was a real headache, not an act.
Han Jing was stunned, as if he was hit hard by her unexpected words, and suddenly panicked.
"Do you have a headache? Where does it hurt? Why does it hurt? Do you want to go to the hospital? Or call a doctor?"
Han Jing quickly sat up and asked a series of questions. He wanted to touch her, but he didn't dare to do it for fear of hurting her.
In fact, he was a bit noisy.
Li Yuehu closed his eyes, regretting what he had said.
"No, I'm not in pain anymore."
"……what?"
Han Jing was stunned for a moment, as if wondering whether what she said was true or false.
However, Li Yuehu had already closed his eyes. Although he hadn't fallen asleep yet, it was obvious that he didn't want to talk to him, right?
Han Jing was speechless, as if a ball of cotton was stuffed in his throat and he could no longer utter a single sound.
At this moment, Han Jing's eyes felt a little sore. His beloved woman was clearly within his reach, but he felt like she was thousands of miles away from him.
not like this……
They have always loved each other and are an enviable couple. It shouldn't be like this.
Suddenly, Li Yuehu opened his eyes and saw that he was still looking at him. He asked calmly, "What's wrong?"
Why is he acting weird this time when he comes back?
"Nothing... nothing..."
Han Jing forced a smile and lay down quietly beside her. Looking at this pale little face, he couldn't help but feel heartbroken.
“Yuehu, does your face still hurt?”
"No pain."
"You're lying. Your face is injured. It must be painful, right?"
After he said that, Li Yuehu changed his words: "You are right, my face hurts."
Han Jing choked and gave a bitter smile.
At this time, her face was bandaged and it was impossible to see directly how deep the wound was, but it should not be a minor injury, because her face looked really bad, without even a trace of blood.
Will she care about scarring?
No matter Li Yuehu cares or not, Han Jing will not despise her, but will only feel more distressed for her.
Seeing that he was still looking at her but didn't say anything, Li Yuehu turned to the other side, leaving him with only his back.
At this moment, Han Jing was completely stunned.