Chapter 48 I also want
If it's really for her own good, you should let her be free and happy, and let her return to heaven.
Instead of telling her those painful memories, restraining her, putting handcuffs and chains on her, and imprisoning her in a larger cage in disguise.
What Xie Yuchuan likes is the flamboyant and bright Shen Wei.
Doesn't it mean that what he likes is no longer the same?
When he first saw Shen Wei, she seemed lifeless and unspecial, just like those timid and unconscious women in the harem he had seen.
So, would he still be attracted to make a deal with her?
Will not.
He wouldn't even look at it twice.
It is precisely because Weiwei is unique, strong, proud, unyielding and shining that she has been able to get to where she is today on her own.
"If she was truly willing to be imprisoned in a cage and become a golden-threaded dodder, she wouldn't have tried every possible way to find a chance to go home that year, nor would she have spent all she had on a deal to get me to agree to her terms."
"Weiwei once told me that a woman should never give up herself for love. She has her own pride and goals. Isn't this the dazzling her that I want to see?"
"This place is terrible, it doesn't belong to her."
"Let her go."
"If she's well, I'm well."
The man lowered his eyes, and when he looked up again, he took a deep look at Shen Wei who was not far away. This look seemed to want to engrave her figure and smile in his bones and remember all the details.
It's been a long time since he last saw the smile he dreamed of seeing.
Long time no see, Weiwei.
You have to be good.
Three seconds later.
The man suppressed all the desire and greed in his heart, retracted his gaze, exhaled lightly, and walked away from the spot: "Let's go."
He came like a cloud and left like the wind, leaving no trace.
Shen Weiruo, who was shooting fruit with Aunt Zhao, had a feeling. For some reason, she always felt that a pair of eyes were watching her.
She turned her head and looked.
All I saw were swaying leaves.
But the person standing under the tree had already left quietly.
"Illusion?"
"Maybe I'm overthinking it." Shen Wei shook his head, trying to get rid of the strange feeling in his heart.
In the next two days, Shen Wei took the two of them to climb trees, fish in the creek, and run on the grass. When they were tired, they lay on the ground without any image, when they were hungry, they ate on the spot, and when they were happy, they laughed out loud.
These two days.
Aunt Zhao doesn't have to worry about the rules of the Marquis's mansion. She doesn't have to cover her mouth when she laughs, she doesn't have to be polite all the time, and she doesn't have to scheme around in the mansion, thinking about how to please Xie Yuchuan...
She finally understood what it meant to be happy and free.
There was light in her eyes.
"Weiwei, should we go back home tomorrow?" Aunt Zhao's way of addressing Shen Wei changed again and again, and finally, it became the intimate Weiwei.
"Xie Yuchuan gave us three days. It's time to go back home tomorrow."
In the past, she had tried so hard to get into the Marquis' Mansion, which she had relied on. Aunt Zhao felt a little disappointed when she heard this: "I don't know why, but I suddenly feel a little resistant to living in the Marquis' Mansion."
"I used to be proud of being the Marquis's concubine, and I always felt that I was superior to others."
Aunt Zhao said with a wry smile: "Actually, I don't like embroidery at all."
"It takes several days to embroider a handkerchief. My eyes and neck hurt a lot. It's even more uncomfortable to sit for a long time. I want to change to a more comfortable posture, but it's against the rules."
"Sometimes, when I feel tired of sitting and want to cross my legs, I can hear the maids secretly saying that I am uneducated and come from a poor family, unlike the lady who is always dignified and elegant and sits straight."
"But I sat there straight for the whole afternoon, unable to go anywhere. I was really exhausted..."
Having said this, Aunt Zhao felt very sad.
She lowered her eyes, not knowing whether she was asking herself or Shen Wei: "Will I still have such a free life in the future?"
can you?
Probably not.
Women in the harem are not allowed to leave the house at will.
But, but she really likes this kind of life, where she can laugh as much as she wants and have no image at all... Suddenly, Aunt Zhao thought of the words of encouragement that Shen Wei had said to her over and over again on the way up the mountain.
you can,
You can do it.
You can hold on.
Yes...Shen Wei can do it, so why can't she?
Why should she go back home and accept her fate?
Isn't it enough to lie in the delivery room and let someone decide her life or death? Hasn't she realized it yet? Can't she just give it a try? !
"Weiwei, I want to leave the house. I want to control my own destiny. I want to go to the cake shop with you, even if I can be a waiter, a maid, or even just a receptionist. It's all fine!"
Aunt Zhao suddenly raised her head and stared at Shen Wei with burning eyes.
Shen Wei looked at him with a little surprise and asked, "You want to make cakes? Be a maid?"
"Correct!"
"I think!"
"Weiwei, I don't want to stay in the Marquis' Mansion anymore. I don't want to live a life where I open my eyes one day and close them the next. Apart from paying respects, eating, and sleeping, I just do this and that and fight with each other."
"Except for these two days, I have never spent a single day of my life for myself."
"Looking back, I haven't smiled as much in my entire life as I have in these two days."
"I want to do something I like. I also want to learn to read and use the abacus. Can you take me with you? Can you take me with you? I don't want to leave my fate to the hands of the Marquis. I want to take it myself."
In the past, Aunt Zhao always fought for others.
When she was a child, her mother taught her to be a good womanizer, to be gentle and sensible, and to regard her husband as her God. Only after she got married could she win her husband's heart. She lived for her future husband.
After entering the Marquis' Mansion, she wanted to sleep with him as soon as possible and tried her best to please Xie Yuchuan. She wanted to have a child to continue the family line and have someone to rely on.
But she never thought that she could still rely on herself.
Now, she wants to rely on herself.
"Are you sure?" Shen Wei restrained all smiles, looked at Aunt Zhao very carefully, and said, "Are you sure you want to leave the Marquis' Mansion and let me take you with me to open a cake shop?"
"No way?" Aunt Zhao's eyes dimmed.
"It's not that you can't do it, but you have to think clearly about the consequences and rumors that will come with doing this. Can you bear it? Can you persist? What if you fail?"
"It's already difficult to pass Xie Yuchuan, not to mention the rumors in the mansion and the capital. Can you accept your reputation being ruined?"
"As a concubine of a marquis's mansion, you should go out and show your face instead of staying in the mansion to take care of your husband and children and enjoy the wealth. It's these rumors and pressure from all sides. You have to think clearly, Aunt Zhao."
Everything Shen Wei said was reality, a bloody reality.
in this era,
It’s not what you want, you can’t do it.
This is a road of no return, a road that may be stained with blood. The moment you set foot on it, there is no turning back.