Chapter 303 Past
The following scenes kept changing, and the memories in Fang Langxing's mind were constantly recovering. He seemed to be reliving his life in "Project Star".
However, this time, it was not as smooth and pleasant as he had imagined, but full of hardships.
But even on days like this, being able to be with the members only makes Fang Langxing feel happy, to the point where he can laugh out loud whenever he thinks about it.
However, we should also have known Brother Mo and the others, right? Fang Langxing thought curiously.
Then, before the second performance, Lin Jingmo, as a member of Class A and the winner of the previous stage assessment, selected the six people including Hua Xinyi, Duan Hanyun, and Fang Langxing.
When they first gathered in the practice room, no one seemed to want to speak first, so Lin Jingmo, the team leader, was the first to speak: "Hello."
Except for Hua Xinyi and Zuo Chi who usually don't like to talk much, and Mu Tianya and Mu Liunian who are trying to be cool, everyone else greeted Lin Jingmo with a smile.
Although the young Fang Langxing also didn't like to interact with people, he had become much more cheerful after spending some time with Yun Zhao and the others, so he was still very calm when greeting Lin Jingmo.
Lin Jingmo had no intention of suppressing others. After a simple greeting, he began to discuss the assignment of tasks. However, he told everyone the difficulty of each task and let everyone choose for themselves.
Fang Langxing squatted beside the members, watching them gradually become in sync and develop a tacit understanding from the initial unfamiliarity, and he watched with a smile.
However, Fang Langxing clearly realized that Lin Jingmo, Hua Xinyi and Duan Hanyun had not yet completely opened up to their younger self. Although they seemed to be getting along well, there was actually still a layer of separation between them.
However, none of the three of them were the type to open up to others easily. Fang Langxing smiled as he watched them gather together for lunch.
Brother Mo seems to have gotten used to being with us? Fang Langxing thought happily as he watched Lin Jingmo gradually relax when he was with his younger self.
In the following days, perhaps because they got along very well with them, whenever Lin Jingmo, Hua Xinyi and Duan Hanyun, the three people from Class A, formed a team, they would try their best to get them all together.
However, the time that followed passed quickly, and by the time Fang Langxing came to his senses, they had already debuted.
However, the time after their debut was not smooth, because their abilities when they were young were not as good as they are now in life, the gap was so big that it was daunting.
There are even several people who made their debut successfully by attracting fans who voted for them due to their charisma, surpassing their stronger opponents.
This led to the fans of those contestants disliking them and being ready to find fault with them at any time. Even some passers-by thought that they were not strong enough and were not as good as An Lingyun and others who also came from "Project Star".
The performance of the first album did not meet the company's expectations because there were too many people who deliberately spoke ill of it. Even though their original fans tried their best to promote it, there were still many people who were unwilling to listen and only wanted to believe what they saw.
Under this tremendous pressure, each of these young people was tense and no one was in a good mood.
Even the atmosphere among the staff was made depressing by them. There seemed to be something mysterious in the air, as if it would explode with just the slightest touch.
Fang Langxing, who was completely unable to change anything, was extremely anxious. He had already sensed that if things weren't handled properly this time, it could turn into a huge crisis.
But in the end, this crisis was over after Lin Jingmo realized it and gathered everyone together and got drunk.
They regained their original enthusiasm and continued to fight to prove their strength to everyone.
However, the following days were two consecutive years of mediocre success. The company became increasingly disappointed with their performance, paid less and less attention to them, and resources began to dwindle.
Everyone felt the crisis, and Yun Zhao and his team began to seize every possible opportunity in order to bring greater competitiveness to their team.
As the captain, Lin Jingmo's pressure comes not only from fans, but also from the company and members. He started to lose weight rapidly, and when there were cameras he would try his best to show his positive side. Once there were no cameras, he would become dazed again.
All the members noticed Lin Jingmo's abnormal behavior, but there was nothing they could do. They were also very tired, so tired that they didn't have the energy to comfort their captain.
At that time, Fang Langxing was also under tremendous pressure. He was not good at attracting a lot of people's attention on the show, nor was he particularly good at speaking, so the attention he could get on the show was very limited.
After trying several times, the young Fang Langxing had to give up this option. He knew that he was not really cut out for it, and if being on the show would bring unnecessary trouble to others, he would rather not go.
But if he doesn't appear on the show, young Fang Langxing doesn't want to stay at home and just sit back and enjoy the results brought by other members.
So he started learning how to write songs, spending day after day in the studio, just so that their team could come up with a hit song.
Because he worked late every day, Fang Langxing always went home late at night. When he got home, the other members had already rested, so they hadn't been able to spend a long time together and chat.
The same situation happened today. Before the young Fang Langxing pushed open the door, he really didn't expect that there was still someone awake.
So, when he saw Lin Jingmo sitting alone in the kitchen without turning on the lights, he was really shocked.
Although he is not afraid of ghosts, anyone would be shocked if someone suddenly appeared like this!
"Mo... Brother Mo?" When the young Fang Langxing saw the face of the person sitting in the kitchen clearly, he breathed a sigh of relief: "You scared me, why don't you rest yet?"
But Lin Jingmo didn't answer or move, as if he didn't hear what he said, and just stared blankly into the void.
The young Fang Langxing felt that something was wrong. He quickly walked over and asked in a low voice: "Brother Mo? Are you feeling unwell?"
It was not until this moment that Lin Jingmo woke up from his dream. He turned around and saw Fang Langxing approaching. He was a little flustered and wanted to hide something: "Oh, oh, Lang'er, you're back? I'm fine, you should go and rest!"
But their dormitory was not big, and the kitchen was even smaller. The few steps that young Fang Langxing took closer were enough for him to see everything clearly, and his pupils shrank slightly.
"Brother Mo, what's wrong with you?" He did not listen to Lin Jingmo and go back to rest, but sat down next to Lin Jingmo and grabbed the thing that Lin Jingmo wanted to hide.
Lin Jingmo forced a smile: "What are you talking about? What can happen to me?"
The young Fang Langxing grabbed Lin Jingmo's struggling hand, lowered his head, and felt tears welling up in his eyes. He knew that Lin Jingmo was very tired, but he didn't know how to help him.
When Lin Jingmo saw him lower his head, he panicked and asked helplessly, "Lang'er, what's wrong with you? Are you tired?"
"Brother Mo, don't be like this." The young Fang Langxing didn't look up, but just grabbed Lin Jingmo's hand and spoke slowly, with a tremor in his voice.
Lin Jingmo smiled bitterly. He didn't want to be like this, but what else could he do? He knew that his recent state was not right, but he couldn't fall down.
I am the captain of Starye and the eldest brother of the members. If I collapse first in this difficult moment, what can the other children do?
Actually, I don’t know what happened to him today. When I came to my senses, he was already sitting in the kitchen with the sleeping pills he bought in his hand.
He should have eaten it, but his body didn't react. Maybe it hasn't taken effect yet? Lin Jingmo thought slowly.
The young Fang Langxing finally took the medicine bottle in his hand: "Brother Mo, how many pills did you take?"
Lin Jingmo slowly shook his head: "I don't know, but there shouldn't be many, right?"
The young Fang Langxing didn't say anything else, but just hugged Lin Jingmo quietly: "Brother Mo, if you are tired, just take a rest. Leave the rest to us, leave it to me, I can do it well."
"No." Although Lin Jingmo wanted to refuse him seriously, the effect of the sleeping pills had gradually taken effect. His eyelids became very heavy and his consciousness was sinking.
"It doesn't matter. No matter how many difficulties there are, we are a family. We can bear it together."
These were the words Lin Jingmo heard before he fell into a deep sleep.
No matter how dark the road ahead is, as long as you cross it, it will be sunny, right?