Chapter 227 Han Jing, why did you run away from your marriage?
Han Jing held his breath and felt a glimmer of hope. As long as Li Yuehu was willing to forgive her, he would do anything.
Li Yuehu looked at him for a long time, as if he wanted to engrave his appearance deep in his soul, and said softly: "Han Jing, if you can turn back time, I will forgive you."
If they could do it all over again, would they have a different ending?
When Han Jing heard this, she was stunned. Because no one can turn back time, she didn't want to forgive herself.
"You can't do that, can you?"
Li Yuehu's voice was light and soft, like the sweet words whispered by lovers, but the words she said made people despair.
Han Jing held her hand, not wanting to let her go no matter what, "Yue Hu, believe me, we can definitely start over!"
"Alas, as I said, I don't have time anymore."
Li Yuehu sighed rarely, gently stroked his cheek, and whispered, "Han Jing, why can't you trust me just once?"
He can trust Liu Ruyan again and again, so why can't he trust himself just once? Is she a liar?
"Yuehu, it's not like that, I just..."
Han Jing tried to explain in a hurry, but then paused, as if he didn't know how to start.
So, Li Yuehu helped him speak out: "It's just that what I said was too absurd. There can't be such an outrageous thing in the world, right?"
What strategy, what disappeared from the world, it sounds so fake.
Never mind, I don't blame him.
Li Yuehu put down his hand and said for the last time: "Han Jing, if one day I disappear from this world, you don't have to panic or miss me. I just went to another world, a world without you..."
"What? Where are you going?"
Han Jing became nervous and thought she wanted to run away from home or find another man, such as Gu Suifeng or that doctor.
Li Yuehu saw through his thoughts, but she was neither angry nor disappointed. She just explained calmly: "I don't want to find another man. I will just disappear from this world, and you won't be able to find me."
She has disappeared and no longer exists in this world. Even if Han Jing is the richest man in the world, he can't find her.
Moreover, her life has entered the countdown, and she may even die.
Sometimes, she felt disappointed because she thought she could succeed and stay in this world, but she didn't expect to fail.
Alas, she eventually lost to Han Jing's white moonlight.
Tonight, when Liu Ruyan had an attack, Han Jing suddenly became anxious. He no longer asked about the bad things she had done and sent her to the hospital without thinking.
He must have been very anxious along the way.
He was the same at their wedding. When he saw Liu Ruyan fainted, he dropped everything and carried her away, as if no one could hold him back.
But, is this really necessary?
Thinking of this, Li Yuehu asked the question that had puzzled him for a long time: "Han Jing, Liu Ruyan was sick and fainted, why did you insist on taking her to the hospital in person?"
"……what?"
Han Jing was a little confused and didn't understand what she meant.
This time, Li Yuehu did not choose to stop there, but insisted on getting an answer.
"When we got married, Liu Ruyan fainted, but there were so many people present. Why did you insist on taking her to the hospital yourself? Couldn't you have asked someone else to do it? Couldn't you have called an ambulance?"
"And tonight, Liu Ruyan said she had a heart attack, and you got anxious again and sent her to the hospital without saying anything. But there was a medical team at home, too. Was it really necessary for you to take her to the hospital yourself?"
why?
Li Yuehu didn’t understand, she really didn’t understand, and she also wanted to figure out the answer before she left this world.
So, can Han Jing help her solve her doubts?
At this moment, Li Yuehu looked at him straight, his eyes were too persistent, as if a sledgehammer was smashing down hard, instantly confusing Han Jing's mind.
Han Jing was stunned and confused by her question, because Han Jing had never thought of this.
In his opinion, Liu Ruyan was sick and felt very uncomfortable. Shouldn't she be sent to the hospital?
As for who to send him, whether to call an ambulance or other methods, none of these were within Han Jing's consideration.
He just...
He couldn't just watch Liu Ruyan get into trouble.
Han Jing trembled with his lips, as if he wanted to explain but didn't know how to start.
"Yuehu, I won't do that again..."
Li Yuehu shook her head, not satisfied with his answer. "Han Jing, you know, I don't want your apology or promise, I want an answer."
And this answer is really important to her.
Han Jing ran away from the wedding. Why did he run away? What was he thinking at that time?
In fact, Li Yuehu also had some vague guesses, but he didn't want to say it out loud. But now he inexplicably wanted to ask.
"You're not ready to get married, are you?"
When Han Jing heard this, he couldn't help but feel confused and his face changed again and again. It seemed that someone had revealed his true feelings. He felt embarrassed and extremely ashamed. He didn't know how to face Li Yuehu.
Seeing this, Li Yuehu had the answer in his mind, "So, I guessed it right?"
"I……"
"Han Jing, I'm really going to die, so please don't lie to me. Just consider it as a plea from me. Let me die knowingly."
Han Jing's face was bitter, and his heart seemed to be stabbed by needles. It would be a lie to say that he had no regrets. Under Li Yuehu's gaze, he slowly said one word:
"Yes……"
In fact, what he said about not getting married was true, because he had not felt that he would enter the marriage hall for a long time.
He can love someone wholeheartedly, have children with her, and provide them with the best living conditions, but he really doesn't want to be tied down by a marriage certificate, as that would make him feel like he has lost his freedom.
And freedom is very important to him.
Later, Li Yuehu said she wanted to get married, and Han Jing really loved her and didn't want to disappoint her, so he agreed.
As the days passed, Han Jing kept persuading himself to believe that it was a very happy thing to enter into marriage with the one he loved, but he could never do it.
At the beginning, Han Jing could still deceive himself and was looking forward to a wedding.
But as the wedding date approached, Han Jing became more and more anxious. He loved Li Yuehu, but still could not accept marrying her.
Besides, as long as they love each other, why do they have to get married? Is a ceremony and a certificate really that important?
At the wedding, Liu Ruyan's fainting also gave him a reason to escape.
Han Jing thought that he had hidden his thoughts very well, but was he still seen through by Li Yuehu?
When did she guess it, and how long did she suppress it?
Because of this incident, she has been brooding over it and even couldn't sleep all night.
When Han Jing thought about the torture that Li Yuehu was suffering all the time, and that this mental torture actually came from him, his heart was broken. He wished he could go back to the past and punch himself hard again.
"Yuehu, I regret it, I really regret it..."
After running away from the wedding, Han Jing deeply regretted his decision. He knew that he had hurt Li Yuehu, but he didn't dare to admit it or apologize, for fear that the consequences would be something he didn't want to see.
So Han Jing began to avoid her and even didn't dare to be alone with Li Yuehu, for fear that she would ask about this matter.
It can be said that the more panicked Han Jing was, the greater his outward reaction was. It was as if he was trying to cover up his inner anxiety through bad behavior, and thus he seemed like a different person.
At this moment, he finally admitted the secret in his heart, but instead of feeling relieved, he felt even more uneasy.
He knew that this was not something that could be easily dismissed with just an apology.
Han Jing looked nervous, as if he was waiting for Li Yuehu's verdict.