Chapter 217 Love Can't Stay Together
Xiao Jingheng's whole body trembled, and he froze in place as if struck by lightning.
He looked at Song Shiwei who was held in Ye Xun'an's arms and shook his head, saying, "This is impossible. I don't believe it. Give Qingqing back to me."
He stretched out his hand to grab Song Shiwei, but was stopped by Chen Jingmo who came rushing over and said, "He didn't lie, Junior Sister is indeed poisoned by love.
If you insist on keeping Junior Sister by your side, you will only kill her."
Xiao Jingheng staggered and his mind went blank.
Seeing Ye Xun'an holding Song Shiwei and about to leave, he hurriedly chased after her, shouting at the top of his lungs, "Qingqing, Qingqing."
Chen Jingmo used all his strength but still couldn't hold him back.
At this time, Ye Xun'an, who was about to walk out of the yard, stopped.
Because the person in his arms woke up and said weakly: “Brother, please let me talk to Jamel Xiao, please.”
He couldn't bear it, but in the end he didn't have the heart to do it.
Xiao Jingheng caught up with her, he hugged Song Shiwei into his arms and asked her: "Qingqing, is what they said true? What should I do?"
Song Shiwei reached out and touched his face, and hot tears fell on the back of her hand, burning her heart. She said, "Don't be like this, I believe that Senior Brother will find the antidote.
You just stay in Nanli and be a wise ruler praised by everyone. Just think of me as going home to visit my relatives. Maybe I will be back soon.
When the time comes, I will definitely give you a name and marry you in style, okay?"
Xiao Jingheng held her hand, and he wanted to ask what to do if he couldn't find the antidote?
Are they going to be separated from each other forever, with no chance of even seeing each other?
He didn't know why God was so cruel to him?
He had carried too much hatred in his life since he was three years old. He finally crawled out of the darkness, but finally fell back.
Is it that he doesn't deserve happiness and light?
Xiao Jingheng hugged Song Shiwei tightly, his tearful face pressed against hers and said, "I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes!
Qingqing, you must live well, and remember that your life is my life."
Song Shiwei burst into tears, she was almost numb from the pain.
She used all her strength to kiss his lips gently, then her head sank and she fainted in his arms.
Chen Jingmo hurriedly felt Song Shiwei's pulse, then said to Ye Xun'an, "Take her back quickly."
Ye Xun'an picked up Song Shiwei and hurried out. Xiao Jingheng stood up and chased after her for a few steps but fell heavily to the ground again.
He watched Ye Xun'an's figure disappear in the yard until he could no longer see him.
At this time, it started to rain heavily, as if the heaven was crying for them.
Xiao Jingheng lay on the ground, his tears and rain merged into one, and he didn't move at all, as if he was dead.
Qin Muyan rushed over, and his heart ached when he saw Xiao Jingheng's appearance. He had already heard about it from his sister.
In the end, God did not favor this scarred man. When he finally fulfilled his long-cherished wish, he lost the person he loved most.
Qin Muyan was filled with sorrow. He stretched out his hand to pull Xiao Jingheng up from the ground and said, "You have to believe in Chen Jingmo. He will definitely find the antidote."
Xiao Jingheng was soaked all over, his eyes were empty and lifeless, and he stumbled to his feet.
Qin Muyan thought he was going to find Song Shiwei, but Xiao Jingheng turned around and went back home.
He followed behind and watched him walking in the rain like a wandering soul, and finally falling to the ground unconscious.
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Xiao Jingheng had a very long dream. In the dream, he returned to his previous life and got a glimpse of what happened in his previous life.
It turned out that Qingqing in her previous life did not wake up on the wedding night, and she did not know from beginning to end that the person who consummated her marriage was him.
But he mistakenly thought that Qingqing had already forgotten A'mo, the man who once accompanied her.
He watched her and Shen Linchuan getting along well, and watched her manage the dilapidated Shen family, and he thought she liked her current life.
Xiao Jingheng didn't have the courage to tell her the truth until he discovered the secret hidden by Shen Linchuan, but he was afraid that exposing it rashly would hurt her.
He planned to take it slow and let Qingqing discover Shen Linchuan's true face herself.
However, before he could take any action, Shen Linchuan teamed up with the prince and sent Qingqing to his bed.
He was sober at that time, and even though he knew it was a trap, he was still deeply trapped in it and couldn't extricate himself.
In the end, he was charged with insulting my wife. When he presented the evidence of the prince's crime to His Majesty and rushed to the Shen family, he saw Qingqing's dead body.
She was hanging on the beam, swaying, just like when he saw his mother when he was three years old.
He thought he had forced Qingqing to death and caused her to commit suicide.
It was not until he put the person down that he saw two marks on Qingqing's neck and realized that Qingqing did not commit suicide, but was killed by the Shen family.
In a rage, he slaughtered the entire Shen family with his own hands, and blood flowed like a river, but his beloved would never wake up.
He was so overwhelmed with pain and regret that he fell ill.
As the envoy from Beiming, he learned the truth about the injustice of the Huo family.
Under the heavy blows, he finally collapsed and left the world with regret and remorse.
When he woke up, the rain outside had stopped. Xiao Jingheng felt like he had just had a dream and was in another world, not knowing what day it was.
Qin Muyan, who was standing by the bed, heaved a sigh of relief when he saw him wake up, "You almost scared me to death."
Xiao Jingheng looked at him, his consciousness slowly returning. He reached out and covered his eyes, tears streaming out from between his fingers.
He remembered everything, everything that happened in his previous life.
But he didn't expect that even if God let him start over again, it would still not be perfect.
In his previous life, he lost his beloved forever.
In this life, they had gone through so many hardships to be together, but in the end they still had to go their separate ways, unable to be together despite their love.
"Xiao Jingheng."
Qin Muyan really didn't want to see Xiao Jingheng like this, so he said, "You have to cheer up. Your fate with Song Shiwei is not over. You still have hope, right?"
Xiao Jingheng thought of his previous life. He no longer wanted to endure the pain of losing Qingqing. At least she was still alive in this life.
He just wanted her to be alive and well.
Jamel Xiao put his hand down and asked, "How long have I slept?"
Qin Muyan said: "One day and one night."
After a pause, he continued, "Ye Xun'an sent someone to tell me that he will take Song Shiwei back to Beiming tomorrow.
Chen Jingmo will go with them, and Chengyang *** and Huo Zheng will also leave."
He held Xiao Jingheng's shoulders and said, "Since you are sick, no one is taking care of government affairs, and the court officials are in chaos. Nanli still needs you, you can't fall down willfully."
Xiao Jingheng closed his eyes and took a deep breath and said, "I know I won't fall.
I will wait for Qingqing to come back in Nanli, no matter how long it takes, I will wait!"
He hasn't reached the end of his rope yet. As long as Qingqing is alive, there is hope for them to meet again.
He would wait for her, wait for her to keep her promise and come back to give him a legitimate status.