Chapter 218 I will disappear from this world
Whether he believed it or not, since he asked, Li Yuehu told the truth, because now she was too lazy to lie and didn't care about Han Jing's feelings.
"Han Jing, I've said before that my time is limited. If I can't marry you as scheduled, I will fail in my conquest and my emotions will be taken away from me."
All along, the strategy was real, but her feelings were also real.
Li Yuehu thought that if they could get married successfully, she would be able to stay in this world forever.
Unfortunately, she failed and paid the price.
However, this price was within her expectations. It didn't matter whether she was willing or not, but she was really disappointed.
"Han Jing, I will soon disappear from this world, and no one will remember me anymore."
"You will have your own life. You can continue to be with Liu Ruyan, or you can like another woman. No matter how you live, I will not exist."
By then, will he think of me occasionally?
Li Yuehu thought, maybe he would not be used to it at first, but he would get used to it slowly, after all, no one would die if they left.
After hearing this, Han Jing felt even more painful. He thought of many possibilities, but this was the only reason he had never thought of.
"So, your obsession is the wedding ceremony?"
In fact, Li Yuehu had said something similar before, but Han Jing never took it seriously. Instead, he treated it as a joke and told it to Liu Ruyan and his friends.
If you don't get married, you will lose all your emotions. What a ridiculous statement! How can he believe it?
Even now, Han Jing didn't believe it, but he did notice that something was wrong with Li Yuehu and thought she was still brooding over the matter.
To be honest, he was wrong. He shouldn't have abandoned Li Yuehu at the wedding and let her face the rumors alone.
In the past, Han Jing thought that this was nothing, but when countless netizens were scolding him and asking Li Yuehu to break up quickly, he suddenly realized this.
So this is what it feels like to be talked about and laughed at by everyone.
To be honest, it feels very uncomfortable.
However, Li Yuehu never complained to him. She just silently endured the overwhelming online violence and was even threatened repeatedly by Liu Ruyan's fans.
At those times, she must have been very scared and wished that I could stand on her side.
What was he doing at that time?
Oh, by the way, he was accompanying Liu Ruyan and telling Li Yuehu to stop making trouble. Since he was scolded, he should just stop watching it. Things will always pass anyway. Those who don’t know the truth are strangers after all and are not worth caring about.
However, when Han Jing experienced it personally, he realized that those rumors would indeed pass, but the hurt left in the heart was not fake and could not be erased by just words.
As time goes by, even if you tell yourself not to think about it anymore, it will still be brought up again and again, and you will be hurt again and again, falling into endless repetitive torture.
Han Jing regretted it. If he had known that the wedding would make Li Yuehu so concerned and painful, he would have handled it better.
"Yuehu, I was wrong. I shouldn't have abandoned you at the wedding."
"That day, I didn't know what happened to me. I really wanted to marry you, but when I saw Ruyan fainted, I was completely stunned."
Han Jing's eyes were struggling, and he wished he could go back to the past.
By the way, if we could go back to the past, that would be fine, right?
Han Jing thought about it, held Li Yuehu's hand tightly, and said expectantly: "Yuehu, let's hold the wedding again?"
He didn't believe those ridiculous words, but if getting married could make Li Yuehu happy, he was still willing to do it.
"I'll have someone re-plan the wedding and send a new wedding dress and ring. If you have a place you like, we can hold the wedding anywhere!"
Han Jing’s meaning was very simple. He wanted to start over with Li Yuehu and love and cherish her again.
Perhaps Han Jing had this idea a long time ago, and he began to talk incessantly, even describing the small details of the wedding scene in detail. If he didn't really understand it, he wouldn't be able to explain it.
As Han Jing spoke, he gradually fell silent, as if someone had poured a bucket of cold water on him and all his enthusiasm was extinguished.
Nothing else, Li Yuehu's expression was too indifferent, he seemed to be listening but didn't take it to heart at all, and didn't even nod in response.
Han Jing's face froze and he couldn't smile at all. He felt his heart was in a mess and even the hand holding her was shaking slightly.
"Yuehu, do you think there is anything wrong with my arrangement?"
"no problem."
"Then...then why don't you speak?"
Li Yuehu was even more confused than him after hearing this. "What should I say? You didn't ask me any questions, did you?"
Since she didn't ask, what should she say?
Han Jing smiled bitterly, put her hand to his lips and kissed it, coaxing: "Don't ask, no matter what you want to say, I will listen carefully."
You can even scold him, but don't be so indifferent. This feeling is too painful.
Li Yuehu thought about it and asked a question he didn't expect: "Han Jing, you said so much, do you want to marry me?"
Han Jing laughed and said helplessly: "If I'm not marrying you, then who else should I marry?"
"But I don't want to marry you again."
"……what?"
"I said, I won't marry you, but you can marry Liu Ruyan. Don't you like her?"
Han Jing was stunned, as if he had been hit hard by a stick, and his mind went blank in an instant.
She said she didn't want to marry herself?
why?
Han Jing had never thought of this possibility. After all, Li Yuehu's love for him was well known, and he saw how much she was looking forward to a wedding. How could she not want it?
Could it be that she really changed her mind and fell in love with Gu Suifeng?
The impact of this guess was so strong that Han Jing took a breath and was completely stunned.
However, he had no direct evidence, and it was not good to say anything at this moment, so he asked tentatively: "Yuehu, why don't you want to get married? Are you too tired recently?"
Li Yuehu did not go downhill because there was no need for her to hide or lie.
"Han Jing, I just said that I will disappear soon, so how can I marry you?"
"where are you going?"
"If I don't go anywhere, I will disappear from this world."
If you have to ask her where she will go, Li Yuehu can't tell you. She may return to her original world, or she may turn into dust. Who knows?
Han Jing frowned, not understanding what she meant.
"Why did you disappear just because I left the wedding?"
"Yes!"
"you……"
Han Jing choked up. On the one hand, he thought this was sheer nonsense, and on the other hand, he suspected that Li Yuehu wanted to commit suicide. But he also wondered if she was making a disguised threat. He was conflicted for a moment.