Chapter 161 Guanyi Extra
My master told me since I was young that I was destined to encounter a hardship in my life.
When I met her I didn't feel it was a tribulation, it was a redemption for me.
Ever since I can remember, everyone around me has told me that I was born for the people of the world.
As long as I have no desires and no demands in this life, like a living Buddha with a physical body, the Kingdom of Yue will be able to prosper.
When I was young, I wanted to play with the little monks in the temple, but the master hit my palm with a ruler and stopped me. People around me would bow their heads and respectfully call me the Holy Son when they saw me.
I am very lonely, especially at night when I want to cry and want others to understand me.
I don’t want to be a saint, nor do I want to be a holy monk in the eyes of others.
Later, a fox spirit appeared beside me. She said that only the Buddha energy in me could help her take shape.
I wanted a friend so I agreed to her request. Every time she went out, she would bring me back a lot of interesting things from the human world.
I treat her as the only friend around me, and no one in the temple knows of her existence.
It was not until later that I smelled blood on Mei Yao's body that I knew she had killed someone, and more than one person.
She cried and told me her feelings at night, and I hit her with my Buddha's Palm. It was the first time I hurt someone.
Later, Mei Yao said that she wanted to practice cultivation and change her bloodthirsty nature. I didn't stop her and let her go.
I thought I would stay in the temple like this for the rest of my life until I met her.
Xia Qingyu, the fifth princess of Yue State.
She stole my heart without any warning and brought me down from my pedestal.
Maybe others would say that she seduced me, but little did they know that I had already fallen deeply in love with her and was willing to give up all these status and position for her.
It was I who was willing to degenerate, so I can't bear to hear anyone say anything bad about her.
When Mei Yao forced her away from me, I wanted to tear her into pieces. I didn't dare tell her that I killed her when Mei Yao turned back into a fox.
I'm afraid that she will no longer like me because of this incident. I can't give her a reason to leave me, even if I have to use unscrupulous means.
Only when I see her lying beside me every night, my turbulent heart will calm down a little.
After living in Li's house for a while, I wanted to take her away. I didn't want others to watch her day and night. I wanted to have her all to myself.
Even if others call me a lunatic or a devil, I just want her to be alone by my side.
I told her we were going to my mother's house, but I lied.
I spent a lot of money to build it specifically for her, and I also built those dilapidated houses in the village.
She will be trapped by my side for the rest of her life. No, not just this life, but for all the rest of her life.
After she became pregnant, I was afraid that I couldn't take care of her by myself, so I called Du Qianyu and Xia Qingli over.
As soon as the child is born, I will still drive them away.
After ten months of pregnancy, she gave birth to a boy for me in the ninth month.
She is very pretty, with eyes like hers and mouth like mine.
Looking at the tiny child in my arms, my heart was filled with unprecedented satisfaction. She and I had our own child.
I named the child Guanyuqing, and had him sent to the emperor. It was not because I didn't love him, but because I needed to monopolize his mother.
If there is a chance in the future, I will let them meet.
Guan Yuqing, who can only see Sang Tian once every two years, said: "I am your son, your biological son! I was not picked up from a cesspool!"