Chapter 115 I Don't Want You This Time
In front of Han Jing, Li Yuehu lit a cigarette and took a deep puff.
Han Jing was a little surprised, as if it was the first day he met her, "Yuehu, when did you learn to smoke?"
Li Yuehu was a little dazed and exhaled a puff of smoke skillfully. "It's been a long time, but you didn't notice it."
Over the past year, Li Yuehu was almost raped by a gangster, which left her with psychological trauma and even caused her to suffer from depression for a time.
She was so happy and couldn't let it go, so she became addicted to smoking.
However, she hid it so well and didn't smoke much, that Han Jing didn't notice.
Oh, no, if he paid more attention, he would still be able to notice it. After all, the smell of tobacco on her fingertips is quite obvious.
That day, Liu Ruyan was smoking in the kitchen and said that Li Yuehu was rigid and boring, like an annoying good girl.
But she didn't know that Li Yuehu also smoked, and sometimes even more crazily than her.
Li Yuehu was feeling so depressed that if he didn't smoke a cigarette, he would really go crazy.
"Hurry up and say what you want to say."
Li Yuehu looked at the time and was not in the mood to chat with him any more.
Han Jing hesitated to speak, he always felt that she had changed a lot, could it be because of the money?
"Yuehu, I told you, if you need anything, you can tell me anytime."
Even though they would quarrel, they were an engaged couple and should be the closest people in the world, right?
Li Yuehu laughed coldly and stomped out the cigarette butt. "Han Jing, do you have a split personality?"
"what?"
"If I remember correctly, we had a fight a few days ago and you kicked me out of the car. Now you're trying to make peace with me?"
He wants to reconcile, is that what you mean?
Han Jing frowned, not liking her bringing up the past at this time, "Yue Hu, don't force me."
"How did I force you?"
"You know clearly that I only treat Ruyan as my sister, why do you have to be so hard on her?"
Is it really that difficult to accept Ruyan and get along well with her?
Li Yuehu shook his head, his tone cold, "It's not me who is being hard on her, it's you who are being hard on me."
Since she still loves him, she should withdraw and help them be together.
But he is the biased one, he is also the one who doesn't want to break up, and he is also the one who is fickle!
He has such a big heart that he can accommodate two women at the same time.
However, Li Yuehu doesn't like to share men with others, even if it means death!
"Han Jing, I'm not joking, nor am I making a fuss. Let's break up and never see each other again."
"I will move out, and please don't disturb my life anymore."
If the strategy fails, she won't live long, so she should make the most of her last moments.
Li Yuehu thought, she had loved Han Jing for five years and had been licking him for five years. She was almost losing herself and almost forgot that there were things she wanted to do but had not had time to do.
If this is my fate, then I'll just accept it.
"where are you going?"
Han Jing held her hand, not liking that she was ignoring him like that.
“Yuehu, stop making trouble. We are getting married soon. How can we break up so easily?”
Isn’t this what she wanted? Can she really give up so easily?
Han Jing never took the breakup talk seriously because he knew too well how much Li Yuehu loved him.
Breaking up would be more painful than taking her life.
Maybe it's just like the saying goes, those who are favored are always fearless.
Han Jing took a deep breath, feeling that they couldn't go on like this, and took a step back.
"Don't think too much and just welcome our wedding, okay?"
"I'll go with you wherever you want to go on your honeymoon."
When Li Yuehu heard this, he laughed even crazier: "Hahahahahaha..."
Her laughter was too harsh and a bit desperate, like the cry of a cornered little animal, which was a bit shocking.
"It's ridiculous, it's really ridiculous!"
Li Yuehu wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and asked coldly: "Han Jing, what do you think of me? Are you giving me charity?"
Han Jing's heart tightened, and he subconsciously explained: "I just want to make you happy. Haven't you been looking forward to this wedding for a long time?"
"Yes, I have been looking forward to it for a long time, because I will die if I can't marry you."
“But now, I’m not looking forward to it that much.”
The more Li Yuehu spoke, the colder his eyes became, and there was no trace of love in them anymore.
"Han Jing, I don't want you this time!"
Whether she was dead or alive, whether her emotions were taken away or she returned to her original world, it had nothing to do with him anymore.
Maybe she shouldn't have come into this world, so let's get everything back on track.
If she had a choice, Li Yuehu would rather have never known him, so that she wouldn't feel heartbroken.
Li Yuehu pushed his hand away and chose to walk alone this time.
"Han Jing, we were completely finished when you kicked me out of the car."
He chose Liu Ruyan again and again, and abandoned her again and again. Did he really think that her heart was made of iron and would not feel any pain?
That night, she met the driver. If the other party had not still had a trace of rationality, what would have happened to her?
Li Yuehu didn't dare to think about it, nor could he think about it, otherwise he would really drive himself to death.
Oh, he doesn’t know about this yet, right?
It doesn’t matter. He doesn’t need to know. It doesn’t matter anymore.
Li Yuehu was determined to leave. She seemed stubborn, but her body was so thin that it seemed like it would break in the next second.
Suddenly, Han Jing hugged her from behind, his voice trembling.
"Yuehu, don't go!"
"I was wrong. I will never ignore you on purpose again, nor will I abandon you again."
"Can you trust me again, please?"
"No, I don't want it anymore." Li Yuehu pulled his arm away and sneered, "Han Jing, I really think you have a split personality."
"When Liu Ruyan was here, you treated me like a weed; when Liu Ruyan was gone, you treated me like a treasure."
"Are you cheap?"
Since Liu Ruyan has thrown a bone at him, he should go back.
"Han Jing, if we get married and Liu Ruyan wants to go on our honeymoon, will you take her with you?"
"Ruyan won't..."
"really?"
When asked this, Han Jing did not answer and fell into a long silence.
Obviously, Han Jing also knew that this was possible and made the choice subconsciously.
As long as Liu Ruyan opened her mouth, he couldn't refuse, and would only make Li Yuehu feel wronged again and again.
But now, Li Yuehu doesn't want to be wronged anymore, she has had enough.
"Han Jing, you never believed me once."
Li Yuehu smiled bitterly, she was very disappointed with the man in front of her.
Han Jing was angry and asked, "What about you? Have you ever believed me?"
Li Yuehu looked at him, waiting for him to speak out his complaints.
This time, Han Jing couldn't bear it anymore and finally said what had been buried in his heart for a long time.
"You said that if you don't marry me you will die and slowly turn into a walking corpse. Do you think I would believe such outrageous words? Do you think I am a fool?"
Li Yuehu was stunned and could not see the man in front of her clearly.
"So, you never believed me?"
"Oh, should I believe it?"