Chapter 90 I'm not willing to accept this. I really am not willing to accept this.
As soon as the principal finished speaking, Su Nian weakly propped herself up and tried to sit up, beads of sweat oozing from her forehead. Her arms trembled slightly, but she still tried hard to raise her upper body.
She took a deep breath and said firmly: "Principal, teachers, thank you for everything you have done for me. I will not be defeated by this setback. Even if my mental strength cannot be detected, I will work hard to stand up again."
The teachers nodded one after another, their eyes full of approval.
Teacher Chen Feng walked forward, gently pressed Su Nian's shoulders, and said gently: "Su Nian, don't worry, take a good rest, your health is the capital of the revolution."
Instructor Li also said with a serious face but caring eyes: "Don't worry, kid, take your time, we will always support you. Only by conserving your energy can you better cope with future challenges."
At this time, the principal waved his hand, signaling everyone to go out first, so that Su Nian could have a good rest. The teachers echoed him and left the room, looking back every few steps.
Soon, Su Nian's story spread throughout the school, and all her classmates knew the results of her mental power test.
At this moment, several of Su Nian's companions, Ye Yao, Zhao Yan and Cheng Yi, opened the door and walked in. As soon as Ye Yao entered the room, she quickly walked to the bedside and said with concern: "Su Nian, we heard about it, don't worry too much, you will definitely get better."
Zhao Yan also nodded quickly and said, "Yes, Su Nian, let's find a solution together."
Cheng Yi echoed from the side: "Yes, we are always with you."
Su Nian looked at her friends, tears of emotion flashing in her eyes, and said, "Thank you, I will be fine."
The friends gathered around Su Nian's bed, comforting her one by one.
After a while, the friends saw that Su Nian was a little tired, so they said, "Su Nian, take a good rest. We will come to see you tomorrow."
Su Nian smiled and nodded, looking at the backs of her friends leaving, her heart filled with warmth and strength.
In the following days, Su Nian actively carried out rehabilitation training every day. Although the process was full of hardships, she never had the thought of giving up.
Other teachers also took special care of Su Nian, often encouraging and helping her. They sympathized with Su Nian's background and were also moved by her tenacity.
However, there were some discordant voices in the school. Some said that Su Nian was just showing off, while others believed that she would not be able to recover her mental strength even if she tried hard.
But Su Nian turned a deaf ear to the gossip and continued to walk firmly on his own path.
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Su Nian was alone in the dim training room. The walls around her seemed to be squeezing in on her, making her feel extremely depressed. She tried to mobilize her mental strength again, closing her eyes tightly, frowning as if she could pinch a fly to death, veins popping out on her forehead, and using every bit of her strength to sense the power that was once as familiar as her own breathing.
In this world where the strong are king, Su Nian knows that only by having strong strength can she control her own destiny. She longs to become stronger and does not want to be a weak person who is bullied by others, so she will never allow herself to give up.
However, no matter how hard she tried, no matter how desperately she called out from the bottom of her heart, her mind was still a terrifying blank, like an endless black hole, swallowing up all her hopes. That empty feeling was like a cold tide, hitting her heart wave after wave, filling her heart with despair.
"Why? Why doesn't it work?" Su Nian couldn't help but roar in a low voice, with endless anger and unwillingness in her voice. Tears welled up in her eyes, but she stubbornly held them back, refusing to let them fall easily. She hugged her head tightly with both hands, and her body trembled slightly because of extreme pain, like a sapling that was about to fall in the wind. "Could it be that I really can't have spiritual power anymore? I can't accept it, I really can't accept it!"
At this time, the heavy door of the training room was gently pushed open, and a faint light came in along with the figure of Teacher Chen Feng. Seeing Su Nian in such pain and despair, Teacher Chen Feng's eyes were full of pity and worry.
"Su Nian, don't push yourself too much." Teacher Chen Feng said softly, his voice full of concern for his students.
Su Nian slowly raised her head. Her bright eyes were now bloodshot, and her eyes were filled with deep confusion and helplessness. Her voice was as hoarse as an old bellows, and she said, "Teacher, I tried really hard, but I didn't feel anything at all!"
Teacher Chen Feng walked forward, gently patted Su Nian on the shoulder, and said earnestly: "Child, recovery takes time. Maybe this is just a temporary predicament. You have to believe that there will always be a rainbow after the storm."
Su Nian smiled bitterly and shook her head, her lips trembling slightly: "Teacher, I'm really scared, afraid that I will always be like this. I'm not afraid of hardship or fatigue, but I'm afraid that I will never have the chance to realize my dream. In this world, the weak will be eliminated. I want to become stronger, and I don't want to be stepped on by others."
Teacher Chen Feng encouraged with a firm gaze: "Su Nian, you have always been so strong and brave. In my heart, you have never been defeated."
Su Nian listened to the teacher's words. Although she was still desperate, her unwillingness to admit defeat made her nod. She took a deep breath, cheered herself up, and said, "Teacher, I will continue to work hard."
In the following days, Su Nian continued to try. Every morning, before the first ray of sunlight shone into the training room, she had already started hard training; at night, under the stars, she was still sweating in the training room. But the result every time was like a ruthless slap in the face, which made her even more discouraged.
Sometimes, during her attempts, Su Nian suddenly felt a severe headache, as if countless needles were piercing her head. She fell to the ground in pain, curled up into a ball. When she recovered a little, she gritted her teeth, stood up again, and continued to try.
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