Chapter 89 "It's because I really like you that I..."

"Thank you Qinghuan!"

Chu Hanxiao was stunned.

He didn't expect...

How could his delicate young lady, who couldn't even bear to look at her wounds, actually block the knife for him?

Bitch has arrived at the bed.

Not much to think about.

Chu Hanxiao held Xie Qinghuan with one hand and turned over, and with the other hand he snatched the hidden blade from Bichi's hand.

Without thinking, he stabbed her heart.

Bitch's eyes widened and she fell down in shock.

She didn't expect...

Even though Chu Hanxiao was beaten like this, he was still able to easily kill Xie Qinghuan while protecting her.

Xie Qinghuan leaned in Chu Hanxiao's arms and was surprised for a moment when she saw Bichi fall down.

He stood up, held Chu Hanxiao's hand, and looked him up and down.

"Chu Hanxiao, are you okay? Did she touch you?"

Chu Hanxiao's face suddenly darkened and his eyes lowered.

He grabbed Xie Qinghuan's waist and pulled her into his arms.

"Don't do that again!"

His nice bass has a rare harshness.

In addition, his brows were depressed and his eyes were sharp.

Xie Qinghuan was so frightened that he shrank his neck and looked at him in panic with his big eyes blinking.

She didn't know what she had done wrong, she just felt afraid of the way he looked.

Like a frightened deer, she looked at him in fear.

The corners of his lips twitched and his eyes trembled.

It also made him feel soft-hearted.

He sighed softly and pressed her head into his arms.

"What should I do if you get hurt?"

I heard him soften his voice.

Only then did Xie Qinghuan relax.

She shrank into his arms.

Acting coquettishly in a sweet voice.

"Chu Hanxiao, you are so mean to me!"

The soft and aggrieved voice made Chu Hanxiao feel itchy as if he were being scratched by a cat.

At a loss.

Just stroke her long hair and kiss the top of her hair.

Whisper.

"How can I bear to..."

Xie Qinghuan rubbed against his arms, belatedly remembering the injuries on his body.

He quickly got up.

"Hurry up... get down! You're injured like this and you're still sitting there. Doesn't it hurt?"

Chu Hanxiao looked at her, who was so nervous that she was at a loss, and slightly curled the corners of his mouth.

He turned over and lay on his stomach, letting her pull down his pants to check.

The original purity and shyness are long gone.

Just a little nervous...

He still remembered Luo Shuangxi's bloody butt and how shocking it was.

He tilted his head and asked softly:

"Is it scary?"

"Ok?"

Xie Qinghuan was a little confused, then realized what he was saying.

She smiled and touched his round butt.

"It's not scary, it's nice to look at!"

Chu Hanxiao was so embarrassed that his body froze...

My face and butt turned red.

He buried his face in the pillow as if accidentally.

Xie Qinghuan chuckled and covered his hips and legs with the quilt again.

Yuzhu and the guards were summoned to come in and clean up the mess.

“Go check if her mother is still alive?

If he's still alive, let's kill him together...

Hang the body on the wall to feed the eagles, and do not take it down for three months!"

Yuzhu has followed Xie Qinghuan since she was a child. She knew that when she punished people, she would want to dig up their ancestors' graves.

Without being too surprised, he nodded and walked away.

When Chu Hanxiao heard her punishment of the bitch mother and daughter, he pulled his face out of the pillow.

Look sideways at her.

Some ecstasy.

He is thinking...

What was she thinking when she was dealing with him in the past?

Why did I feel good watching him being tortured before, but now I feel heartbroken?

Xie Qinghuan noticed his inquiring gaze, turned around and smiled brightly.

He sat on the edge of the bed and leaned over.

She leaned her face close to his, resting her chin on her hands.

She looked at him intently, squinting her big eyes and asked with a smile.

"Hehe...what are you thinking about?"

Chu Hanxiao gulped.

Tilted his head.

Try to speak.

"Xie Qinghuan... How do you feel when you abuse people?"

Xie Qinghuan was stunned.

There was a flash of panic in his eyes.

Stand up straight and sit properly.

Like a child who has done something wrong, she looked at him nervously.

Seeing this, Chu Hanxiao explained:

"I'm just curious. I just heard you and Chu Jiarou say... this is a hobby."

He was thinking, if she liked it...

It is not impossible.

Xie Qinghuan folded his hands and placed them on his knees.

Rub your hands gently under the handkerchief.

He lowered his head.

Guilty and frightened.

Why did you abuse him before...

In her previous life, she had never thought about this question.

But after returning to this life, she kept asking herself this question on countless nights.

Why……

Why was it him and not someone else that she abused?

She was also strict with other servants.

But at least there are clear rewards and punishments.

But for him...

In her previous life, she always became very perverted...

After thinking about it for countless days and nights, she came to a conclusion.

But no one told her whether it was right or wrong.

She just thought to herself that maybe... that was the case.

"At that time I..."

When he spoke, his voice was trembling.

She swallowed and didn't dare to look up.

Holding the handkerchief.

“At that time, I didn’t know how to like people…

There is nothing I cannot get from childhood to adulthood.

But you...always ignore me, I don’t know how to get your attention..."

So I can only...

Punish him.

Each time was more cruel than the last, but he couldn't bear to let him die...

Without realizing it, she began to clutch her skirt.

My heart was beating like someone was beating a drum inside.

Breathing also becomes rapid.

But then I heard him ask:

"Weren't you very attentive to Chu Yongji at that time?"

Xie Qinghuan's breathing stopped for a moment.

Whispering.

“That’s different…

I have no feelings for him, more... I am unwilling to accept it."

It’s because his father told him since he was a child that he had to choose between him and Chu Zhenye as his husband.

So she chose Chu Yongji, who was of similar age.

Don't mind his indifference, don't mind his flirting with others...

As long as I could marry him.

At that time, she regarded this as her life goal.

but……

Chu Hanxiao is different.

She had long regarded him as her own.

I want to get his attention and not let him focus on others...

She wants him.

But in her previous life, she couldn't bring herself to please a servant.

If he refused to obey, she could only... punish him.

If not.

In her previous life, with her violent temper...

As early as the day he forced her to marry him, they had already started a life-and-death fight.

The assassinations that lasted for more than ten years were by no means simple fighting.

Not to mention, having sex with him and even getting pregnant with his child!

child……

Think of that child.

Xie Qinghuan was having trouble breathing again.

At that time, she "accidentally" found out that the unpolished jade he carried with him was not the relic of Concubine Jing...

But a certain white moonlight...

In a fit of rage, she took medicine and aborted the fetus...

Since then, I have been hurt.

Even the master couldn't save the situation.

She never had children again and died of illness at the age of thirty...

After being reborn, I see Chu Hanxiao and Chu Yongji again.

Only then did she understand.

It turned out that she only felt resentment and hatred towards Chu Yongji.

For Chu Hanxiao, it was the love that young people didn’t realize…

pity.

She has been without a mother since she was a child, and her family affection is very weak...

No one taught her how to express this feeling.

Shengsheng, wasted half of my life...

She lowered her eyes and choked.

"I know you don't believe me, but I didn't lie to you. I really like you, so..."

Halfway through the words, tears started falling again.

It fell on the back of his hand, which was pinching his leg hard.

Chu Hanxiao looked over.

Then I noticed that her jade-like nails had turned white from being pinched.

He frowned.

He eased her hand down, cupped her fingertips in his, and spoke softly.

"come over."

Xie Qinghuan looked up in surprise and saw that his eyes were as gentle as water.

Then he breathed a sigh of relief.

She climbed onto the bed cautiously and snuggled into his arms...