Chapter 75 I miss you so much
Many words rang in my ears.
After coughing for a while, she smoothed her chest. The blocked air could not be exhaled for a long time, so she could only swallow it hard.
Wen Baijing reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes and tucked her hair behind her ears.
He held her shoulders with both hands, looked at her carefully, and said gently, "Why don't you take good care of yourself? How can I feel at ease if you are like this?"
She was stunned for a few seconds, and the unspeakable emotions trapped her in a cage without sunlight.
She looked up at his bottomless black eyes, where a small reflection lived. She was only staying temporarily, but she wanted to stay here permanently.
Ye Zhenzhen's voice was choked with sobs, and her heart was filled with pain. "I will take good care of myself, and you should also be well."
"Hmm?" Wen Baijing noticed something strange and frowned, "What do you want to say?"
The house was brightly lit, but everything around was dead silent. After a moment's silence.
She secretly clenched her palms. The blood vessels on the back of her white hands were clearly visible, and her knuckles were grayish white.
Facing Wen Baijing's affectionate eyes, she gritted her teeth and said in an unusually cold tone: "I'm sorry, I like someone else."
The words fell.
The hand holding her shoulder was so strong that it penetrated into the bone. She couldn't help but frown, with an extremely painful expression.
He looked very indifferent and looked at her quietly for a long time.
"He's right, isn't he?" Wen Baijing's dark eyes darkened, his tone chilling, "Ye Zhenzhen, are you stupid? Am I really not as good as him?"
She closed her eyes and nodded with difficulty.
"Zhenzhen, tell me the truth, what happened?" Wen Baijing sighed helplessly and shook her shoulders hard.
My heart feels so blocked, even my throat feels full.
No matter how stubborn she was in front of Lu Yu, she knew in her heart that what Lu Yu said was true.
People like Wen Baijing should not be trapped in love. The better you treat her, the less she will bear to be a burden.
I can't be the kapok tree next to him, but at least I shouldn't hold him back. I can't owe him too much, and some of my thoughts should be cut off.
"I just want to live an ordinary life. He is a good match and treats me very well." Ye Zhenzhen raised her eyes and pinched her palms hard. "The day you broke the promise, it was raining heavily at night. I almost jumped off the bridge. He stopped me, and I fell in love with him since then."
Wen Baijing stood there in a daze, his expression becoming frozen.
He looked at her in disbelief, trying to find any flaws on her face.
After a long while, no clues were found.
"So, you got out of my bed and broke my promise, just to go on a date with him." Wen Baijing let go of her hand and raised the corner of his mouth in self-mockery.
Ye Zhenzhen didn't dare to look at him, lowered her eyelashes, and said weakly: "I'm sorry, I'm going back to my own home."
After saying this, she stood up and walked towards the bedroom.
My heart feels heavy, and my steps become heavier as well.
Her back looked thin and lonely, totally different from her cheerful appearance before.
Wen Baijing quickly caught up with her and put his arm around her waist from behind, "Zhenzhen, stop it. I know you've drunk too much. It was my fault that day. It won't happen again."
A hoarse voice and a deep breath rang in her ears. A strong arm held her tightly.
Hearing this, she was stunned and didn't know how to answer.
She tried to pry Wen Baijing's hands open, but her arms were also trapped.
The two of them stood there quietly. The harsh words she wanted to say were stuck in her throat, making it swollen and painful.
She closed her eyes, and a moment of tenderness shook her self-proclaimed firm determination.
The strong chest pressed against my back rose and fell, and the breathing beside my ear became heavier and heavier.
"You know I love you, so why do you drink so much? Why don't you take care of your body?"
The hot breath fell on her neck, and her heartbeat sounded like a drum. When Wen Baijing's kiss fell on her ear, her heartbeat suddenly lost its rhythm.
What a loser. Her breathing was obviously disordered and she couldn't resist him at all.
Wen Baijing loosened her hand, but she couldn't move to leave. Ye Zhenzhen stood there in a daze, her thoughts drifting back and forth.
Her body suddenly felt lighter and he carried her towards the bedroom.
Wen Baijing's Adam's apple rolled slightly, and he looked at her with burning eyes through the dim light from the headboard.
"wait for me."
Only then did she realize that Wen Baijing had been so busy taking care of her that he had not even had time to take a shower.
But she said those words cruelly. She felt very complicated and didn't know what to do.
She lowered her eyes, feeling somewhat guilty that she shouldn't have said such things to hurt Wen Baijing.
Just as I was daydreaming, Wen Baijing came out of the bathroom wrapped in a bath towel. His slim figure without a trace of fat was so eye-catching.
Suddenly she was pulled up, the straps hanging loosely on her shoulders.
Wen Baijing's hands ran through her hair, controlling her head.
"Well..."
Before she could react, her lips were firmly covered. The moment their breaths intertwined, her breathing became disordered.
He pinched Ye Zhenzhen's cheek, trying to capture all of her breath. The seemingly intimate behavior was mixed with a bit of resentment.
There was a few seconds of suffocation.
Then Wen Baijing moved his lips away, and said slowly with a hoarse voice: "In the future, no matter what happens, I don't want to hear words like today again."
While talking.
She was suddenly pulled off the bed. She was startled and her body was shaking. She quickly reached out to hold on to the wall.
Looking extremely miserable.
I don't know if it's the wall that's shaking or the people.
Wen Baijing reached out and turned her face, and said in a deep voice: "Promise me."
She wanted to grab Wen Baijing with her backhand, but her body was unstable and she couldn't free her hands.
It's like standing on the edge of a cliff, shaky and about to fall if you're not careful.
"I promise..." Her voice was broken and her body was shaking slightly.
He froze for a moment.
With a tone of heartache and hatred, he asked, "Are you still drinking to your death?"
"No...I drank it..." She spoke incoherently and with great effort, she replied intermittently.
Finally, he couldn't bear it anymore, so he slowed down his pace, "Why can't we just be together and stop arguing?"
Ye Zhenzhen's thoughts had already solidified, leaving only a blank in her mind.
When she came out of the bathroom and collapsed on the bed, she felt exhausted and still a little drunk. Wen Baijing put the bracelet on her wrist.
In a daze, her wrist felt cold. She half-opened her eyes, raised her wrist and saw the bright light.
The delicate lotus blossomed on the wrist, shining more brightly under the light.
Wen Baijing embraced Ye Zhenzhen and pressed her head into the crook of his neck.
Stroking her hair, he said lazily, "Zhenzhen, I really miss you these days."
Her nose felt slightly sour, and she reached out to hug Wen Baijing, her heart in turmoil.
"You really didn't miss me? Huh?" Wen Baijing rested his chin on her forehead, lowered his eyelids slightly, and asked in a gentle voice.