Chapter 64 Suppression
You must wholeheartedly provide support for the Marquis' Mansion, use the Qin family's resources to pave the way for Xie Yuchuan, and manage all the affairs of the mansion.
But as long as Qin Shuyu reveals the slightest selfishness, she will be denied by Xie Yuchuan and suppressed by the old lady. Just like in the matter of protecting the child, wasn't she punished by the old lady Hou in disguise?
"Miss Shen."
"I suddenly understood something."
"Wow,"
Qin Shuyu sat on the stool with a sluggish look in her eyes. Her pupils were a little dilated as she looked at the square sky. She smiled bitterly and said, "I think I am different from you."
“Now think about it, what is the difference, the golden silkworms with a family background and the golden silkworms of the poor, they are both silkworms.”
“One that provides benefits.”
“One provides the mood.”
"Too dissolute... Oh, your wife helped you achieve your ambitions, and when you came back, you already had a lover. How similar, how similar, I don't quite understand why."
Qin Shuyu had learned the rules for more than ten or twenty years, and when he sat, his back was as straight as possible.
But now,
Shen Wei saw that her back was slightly bent and casual.
"Shen Wei."
This was the first time Qin Shuyu called her by her full name, yes, her full name.
"The Marquis has denied your book. He is the head of the family, and I cannot go against him. Can you tell me what you are thinking? Are you upset? Are you willing to give in to him?"
Shen Wei lowered his head and glanced at his sword-practicing hands: "Miss Qin, that's not called surrendering."
"That is to hand your fate over to him. He can do whatever he wants with you. He can pamper you if he wants or abandon you if he wants. It all depends on whether he has a conscience or not, or how much of a conscience he has."
"Compared to handing the future over to Xie Yuchuan, I prefer to keep it in my own hands."
Qin Shuyu turned his head and stared at Shen Wei deeply: "What if it's difficult?"
"I have a knife in my hand, I cut through the thorns and thorns."
"What if I die?"
"I have great ambitions in my heart and I am not afraid of life or death."
"What if it fails?"
"I'll try my best to take the chance."
"What if I regret it?"
“Hahaha…” Shen Wei laughed with watery eyes.
She shook her head, her eyes revealing a tenacity that shocked Qin Shuyu: "Only if you bet on a man and lose in the future, you will regret your choice a hundred times."
"If it happens to me, I have no regrets."
"I have no way out. He downloaded the book I edited and wanted to imprison me by his side. It's useless."
"I still have countless plans in my heart. He wants to cut off my freedom to leave the house, so I will leave here at all costs. What is more painful than shedding blood and tears is to shatter my spirit and will. As long as I am still Shen Wei, I will never give up."
Shen Wei adjusted his mood, took a few deep breaths, and left the main courtyard.
But those words that touched Qin Shuyu's heart kept echoing in his mind and could not be shaken off.
Overcoming all obstacles,
Fearless of life and death,
Dare to bet on the possibility,
No regrets.
What kind of hometown could produce a woman who would rather risk her life for a chance than compromise and marry and raise children?
Shen Wei's performance during this period was like a fuse that ignited Qin Shuyu's consciousness hidden deep in his heart. Now the fire in his heart was getting more and more intense and bigger.
"Suzhu, do you think the Marquis really liked me?"
"Ma'am, why do you ask that?"
"Because I was just wondering, did the Marquis really like Miss Shen? This scene seems so familiar."
"He should like her, right? We servants can see how much the Marquis loves Miss Shen. All the powerful people in the capital know this. It's Miss Shen herself who doesn't cherish her."
Qin Shuyu smiled without any emotion.
She opened the drawer.
He took out sheets of letter paper from it.
These pieces of letter paper were all letters of missing Xie Yuchuan that he wrote to her when he just set out for the border.
Each and every letter was kept intact by her. They were truly priceless treasures and were carefully collected by her without being damaged in the slightest.
"The moon in the water is like the moon on the cloud, and the fish in the water is like the jade in the heart."
"The heavy snow at the border is so charming. I only want to grow old with Shuyu in this life."
"........."
There were twenty-seven letters in total. In the beginning, I sent her one letter every half a month, then one letter every one or two months, and finally no letter at all in the last two or three years.
That's it,
The filter of my youth is finally broken.
Seeing how he treated Shen Wei, so calculating and selfish, her heart was broken.
Qin Shuyu shed a few tears at the corners of her eyes. She burned the letters one by one, watching the words disappear from the paper, just like the love she had been waiting for for years.
Su Zhu stood by with her eyes wide open, wanting to say something but swallowing it back in the end.
"Su Zhu."
"Wait a minute, go tell the troupe."
"Just say that you will follow my instructions and use the book that Miss Shen revised. If anything goes wrong, I will take the responsibility and they can't be blamed."
Su Zhu heard Qin Shuyu's unreasonable decision and immediately shouted: "Madam!!!"
"How could you, how could you disobey the Marquis's order for Miss Shen? He is the Marquis, you..."
Qin Shuyu raised her hand and quickly wiped away the tears with her fingertips.
She stood straight and said dignifiedly, "It's not for Miss Shen, it's for myself."
"Like Miss Shen said, you can't go against your inner feelings. I want to see Wen Lan find a better family. She deserves it. She is not despised, and she doesn't deserve such a ridiculous ending."
"Ning Feng is a treacherous person."
"She deserves it. Why shouldn't she deserve it?"
Not for Shen Wei, but for herself.
She also wanted to see how the noble ladies in the capital would react when this different ending came out. Would they be really furious, or would they appear unhappy on the surface but agree in their hearts?
She has been in the palace for six or seven years and is only in her early twenties, a prime time for her life. Has she accepted her fate?
She also wanted to...also wanted to take a gamble.
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Shen Wei returned to the side courtyard and slammed the door.
She had spent so much time revising the script, but all her efforts were wasted because of Xie Yuchuan's short words. How could she be as calm and composed as she appeared?
"Girl, what's wrong with you?" Xiaoman saw that Shen Wei didn't look well, so she hurried over and asked with concern.
Shen Wei was shivering with anger.
She clenched her fists tightly, closed her eyes, and kept adjusting her breathing and emotions.
Remember this feeling of powerlessness!
Remember this humiliation of being manipulated at will if anything doesn't suit Xie Yuchuan's taste!
She really has had enough!
"Xiao Man, why is life always like this? Every time when we see hope, there is always a hard blow. I am really fed up with this kind of life. I want to overturn everything here."
"I desperately need strength, a knife, or a fire to burn everything here!"