Chapter 55 Just It
I don't know why......
There seemed to be an emotion blocking her heart, and she felt particularly sour in her chest. Over the years, she had never heard anyone comfort her, saying that she could also be jealous and sad.
It seems to everyone.
She, Qin Shuyu, should be able to tolerate and accept everything.
Even if she was betrayed by her childhood sweetheart, she should have accepted it with a smile, been considerate, proposed to take Shen Wei as a concubine, and stepped forward to clean up after Shen Wei made trouble.
But she really felt pain in her heart!
She also wanted to make a big fuss and ask why, what was wrong with her that was not good enough, but she couldn't. She couldn't, not because she didn't want to, not because she didn't want to.
"Madam, Miss Shen is really inexplicable. What should we do with this script? Should we use the previous one?"
Qin Shuyu laughed at himself and shook his head: "No, use the current one."
"Ah? Ma'am, are you serious?"
"The book that Miss Shen edited is very unorthodox. If it is played at the old lady's birthday party, I'm afraid something bad will happen."
Will something happen?
Will those noble ladies in Beijing be unable to accept this?
Qin Shuyu didn't know.
But she thought that the changed ending was also the ending she wanted.
She couldn't deny what she felt inside.
She also felt that Wen Lan was not wrong and deserved better, just as she had given so much for the Marquis' Mansion. She did not think she was wrong, and she did not think that waiting for Jun for five years would end up like this.
Maybe Shen Wei is right... There is only one voice in this world because those dissenting voices are hidden, not because they have disappeared. They are suppressed in the heart and pressed into the bones.
"Go and notify the opera troupe and use the one that Shen Wei has modified."
"I also want to see whether my efforts and forbearance over the years were right or wrong..."
"Go."
Qin Shuyu closed his eyes tiredly and waved to Su Zhu.
Qin Shuyu was lying in a rocking chair, with walls on all four sides. She stayed in the middle of the wall, tilting her head to one side, staring blankly at the eagle flying high in the sky.
I seemed to have changed as well, becoming softer towards Shen Wei.
Aunt Zhao has also changed and become more like Shen Wei.
Aunt Zhao also said...
Shen Wei took her to do what she really liked. She had lived for so many years, but had never lived for herself. After going out with Shen Wei for three days, she felt what it meant to be alive.
What is the thing you really like...
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At this time, the martial arts hall.
Shen Wei took Aunt Zhao out for three days. When she returned home, she was busy revising the script for the whole night. Only after she finished the work in the mansion did she take Xiaoman out of the house and go to the martial arts hall.
The woman had been hiding behind the curtains for the past few days, glancing out from time to time.
But that familiar figure, who had persisted for more than 20 days, had not appeared yet...
Did that girl give up?
"Madam, stop looking."
"It's been four days. It looks like the girl has given up. Practicing physical strength and drawing a bow are not things that women should do. It's a miracle that she can hold on for this long. She is quite capable."
"I told her a long time ago that it would be better for her to just stay at home and enjoy her life, do what women should do, go out less, and play less rude things, but she refused to listen. Now what's happened!"
"After the man in the brocade robe came that day, she never showed up again. I guess she was disliked by her husband, or she was confined to her house."
"Alas... I really don't know how to appreciate the blessings I have. Why do I have to be disliked before I regret it."
Manager Wu shook his head, his face full of sighs.
Simultaneously,
There was a flash of understanding and contempt in his eyes again. He seemed to be saying, if that was the case, he shouldn't have any expectations of a woman. Seeing Shen Wei's persistence and hard work before, he thought she was an exception.
I thought I could really hold on.
Now it seems......
I really can’t hold on!
A weak person can never achieve anything great. She can't even endure this little hardship, yet she still claims that if a man can do it, she can do it too? ?
Isn't this a slap in the face!
"Maybe she didn't come because she had something to do these days..." The woman bit her lip and lowered her head.
Thinking of what Shen Wei said that day, she retorted in a low voice:
"Didn't that girl say that disdain has nothing to do with what a woman is like?"
"But my husband is the type who gets bored with the old and loves the new..."
"Even if, even if she changes and becomes docile, I will still despise her if I should..."
As soon as these words fell.
Manager Wu's expression visibly darkened.
He looked at the woman with a bit of displeasure, and said in a tone of "I am doing this for your own good": "What nonsense are you talking about? If you are good enough, do everything to the extreme."
"Just like... just like Wen Lan in that opera. How can a husband not accept her?"
"In the final analysis, you are just not good enough. If you are not good enough, you will definitely be abandoned."
"You, don't listen to that girl's nonsense. She keeps saying unorthodox things every day. Especially you, don't think you can do it just because she learned martial arts."
"I won't accept a wife who is so vulgar. It's almost noon now, right? Why are you still standing here? Go and cook."
These words of oppression cut the woman's heart bit by bit.
Is it really because she is not good enough?
but,
But she had already given up martial arts, put on a skirt, learned to speak in a soft voice, and learned to be gentle and considerate, so why did he still have a mistress outside?
A trace of tears flashed in the woman's eyes. She nodded, lowered the curtain and prepared to go back to her room.
At this time-
There was the sound of horse hooves and wheels outside the door.
"Da da da........"
The woman looked up quickly.
I saw Shen Wei, who hadn't stepped into the martial arts gym for four days in a row. I saw Shen Wei wearing a black tights, with a ponytail, walking with big, unrestrained steps, and a vibrant look on his face.
I don’t know what Miss Shen has been through these days.
My steps seem to be more powerful.
The aura seems to be stronger.
"Boss Wu, here I come."
"Today's training will be intensified by 30%, and she and my maid will also train with me."
Shopkeeper Wu was stunned and speechless: "You, you really came? I thought you gave up. The last time your husband came here to find you, didn't he do anything to you after he went back?"
As soon as Shen Wei saw Manager Wu's shocked expression, he knew what he was thinking.
It's just that I feel I can't hold on.
As expected, she returned home to take care of her husband and children.
Now that I see her coming again, and bringing her maid with her as well, and wanting to exercise her strength, how can I not be surprised?
"You said he didn't do anything to me. Does that mean he confined me or that he hated me?" Shen Wei smiled. "Why would you think so? If he really hated me, he wouldn't have indulged me."
"If he loves me enough, he will tolerate me as long as he loves me. Even if I act up and slap him a few times, he will still come to get back together with me."
"It's first disgust, then unacceptability. It's not first unacceptability, then disgust. Shopkeeper Wu, your skills are too shallow. Let's start practicing swordsmanship."