Chapter 51 Resonance
Su Zhu had never thought about these things, so when Aunt Zhao asked such doubts, she opened her mouth in shock, not knowing how to respond for a moment.
There was even a sense of resonance deep in my heart.
But in the end, this resonance was suppressed by the stubborn thinking of the past twenty years, and she stammered: "Why so many whys? This, this has always been the case."
"Every woman does this. Didn't your mother teach you? This is natural. This is what a good woman should learn and do."
"Aunt Zhao, why are you so weird today?"
"Why would you ask such immoral questions? It's just like what Miss Shen said. She is really a piece of black ink. Not only is she immoral, but she also makes you so rebellious."
So this is the pressure and misunderstanding that Shen Wei has been under all this time?
Aunt Zhao was an outsider before, and could not understand Shen Wei's mood at that time, the pain of making a big fuss to prove himself. She used to think that Shen Wei was just a madman.
But at this moment.
Aunt Zhao stood outside the situation.
Hearing these questioning and sarcastic words, she felt powerless.
She was a little angry and unwilling, her heart beating very fast. Her chest was filled with thousands of words that she wanted to refute, but when she met Su Zhu's stubborn eyes, she swallowed them all back.
If I tell you, will Suzhu understand?
Will saying it change anything?
No.
Just like Shen Wei had shouted countless times before that women also have dignity, at that time, no one could understand Shen Wei.
"It has always been like this, so it should be right.....When facing crisis and fate, what's the use of these rules I learned, those skills to seduce men, and those tricks to trap my husband?"
"When that knife came at me, I didn't even have the strength to run away, let alone change my fate..."
"I don't understand. That's all. You won't understand."
"Madam, I'm going back to my room." Aunt Zhao bowed to Qin Shuyu, and then left the main courtyard with a heavy heart.
Qin Shuyu and Su Zhu looked at her gradually receding back, slightly stunned.
These words sound so familiar.
Shen Wei seemed to have said something like this before. Is it right to do this all the time? Others have the same life process, so do I have to follow that?
All their thorns were plucked out, their self-awareness was imprisoned, and they were trained to be docile and harmless rabbits. They were so weak that they could take three breaths to jump two steps.
Such them,
What can you use to fight for your own rights?
What can I offer to my husband in exchange for respect and equality?
"Madam, has Aunt Zhao lost her mind? Why is she talking nonsense? She even says that I don't understand. Why don't I understand? Whose concubine doesn't fight for a status?!"
Su Zhu looked at him with a bit of contempt: "How can she look like a concubine when she looks like this now?"
"And Miss Shen, why did she open a shop and advertise it? It would be great if she didn't make a mess of the mansion. How could she still do business?"
"There are no examples of women doing business in the capital. Women come from ordinary families, they don't know anything, they don't understand anything, how can they compare with those upright male shopkeepers? She will definitely lose all the Marquis's money again!"
Because Qin Shuyu was punished by Old Madam Hou, Su Zhu's impression of Shen Wei became even worse.
If Shen Weifei hadn’t insisted on saving Aunt Zhao and protecting the emperor.
Did Madam break the rules and get scolded by Madam Hou?
Having an heir to a marquisate is a very important matter.
To put it nicely, Aunt Zhao was half the master of the Marquis's mansion, but Su Zhu, a maid who had been instilled with the distinction between legitimate and illegitimate children since childhood, knew it very well in her heart and looked down on concubines from the bottom of her heart.
In Su Zhu's view, except for the mistress, all unfavored concubines are tools for continuing the family line.
"Suzhu, do you also think that women can't do anything and don't understand anything, and are inferior to men in every way?" Qin Shuyu retracted his gaze, feeling a little sour and uncomfortable in his heart.
But I couldn't tell exactly what kind of discomfort I felt.
Su Zhu responded as a matter of course: "Of course it is so. Men want to establish achievements and have a bright future. They are all good men who want to do great things. What else can women do besides taking care of the harem?"
"Madam... I, I'm not talking about you. You are very capable in Suzhu's eyes. You can read and manage accounts. You are different from Miss Shen and the others. Whoever marries you will be blessed."
Qin Shuyu smiled perfunctorily, but there was no trace of smile in his eyes.
Women are inferior to men in every aspect.
but!
But she thinks she is no worse than her younger brother.
She was well-read, had beautiful handwriting, could compose poetry, and do accounting. Before she got married, she could also talk to her father about state affairs.
She is better than her younger brother who only knows how to eat, drink and have fun in every way.
But her father and mother... never praised her for her beautiful handwriting, or her eloquence, or her unique insights into state affairs.
But my younger brother......
The sentence 'the rain continues to fall, while the clouds and mist surround the mountains' can make my father praise for three days and three nights, and he can't stop smiling. He is also full of pride and pride towards his usually strict mother.
From that moment on, Qin Shuyu knew.
Even if she was a hundred, a thousand, or even ten thousand times more knowledgeable than her younger brother, even if she became the most talented woman in the capital, it would be useless and she would not be able to win any praise or pride from her father.
"It has always been like this, is it right...?" Qin Shuyu shook his head in a state of disbelief, not knowing whether he was asking himself or his parents who could only see his younger brother.
"Ma'am, what did you say?"
"Nothing, go back to your room."
Father.
If my daughter can achieve success in her career and bring honor to the Qin family, will you also praise me when I write well, saying that my talent is truly extraordinary.
That's it,
All of this is not as good as how great it would be if my daughter was a boy.
If she were a man, perhaps she would not be troubled by the love affair. She would think over and over again at night, how could Xie Yuchuan, her childhood sweetheart and her harmonious partner, change his heart?
What exactly did she do wrong? She had clearly followed her mother's instructions to the utmost, so why couldn't she retain her husband's love...
at this time.
Partial hospital.
Not long after Shen Wei returned to his room, Xie Yuchuan learned the news.
He missed her terribly during the past three days. The colder and more indifferent Shen Wei was to him, the more he missed her. As soon as he heard that she had returned home, he immediately hurried into Shen Wei's boudoir.
Once inside.
Xie Yuchuan was stunned by the scene before him.