Chapter 46: Incomplete Beta
Xue Yijie was sitting on one side of the ward, and it was he who had just pulled the curtains.
Qin Sheng did not avoid him because he had always been there. "The doctor said that you are an incomplete Beta with incomplete differentiation. In short, the differentiation process is not complete and the other sex has not developed."
Cui Jing blinked, and joy rose from the bottom of her heart uncontrollably. "I like it very much. This is what women are like."
女性
Women of the old sex do not have the genitals of the other sex, are not disturbed by the hormones of the febrile period, and should have absolute control over their emotions and uterus.
Just like she had been doing for the first decade of her life.
"Yes, this is very good." Qin Sheng pulled her ponytail to her chest, and adjusted her wrinkled pajamas with her slender fingers. She walked out while saying, "You must be hungry. I'll go to the cafeteria downstairs to get some noodles."
"I'll go." Xue Yijie stood up at the right time.
In the eyes of others, their combination was strange, the woman in slippers and sloppy pajamas, and the man in a neat suit as if he had just returned from a dinner party, but it was not too strange in an occasion like a hospital.
It is not uncommon for patients to be sent to the hospital halfway through dyeing their hair, and patients who have been hospitalized for a long time are used to it.
At the door of the ward, Xue Yijie and Qin Sheng's eyes met and separated immediately.
"I'm going out to smoke a cigarette and bring the noodles up." Qin Sheng couldn't stand Cui Jing accepting favors from others, nor could she stand men trying to be nice to her.
Xue Yijie returned to the ward.
Cui Jing was a little curious about her body after differentiation, but she didn't feel any difference. She just felt a little weak all over and her hands were soft.
Xue Yijie poured her some water and put it to her lips.
Cui Jing was not used to the feeling of being served. She raised her weak hands to hold the wall of the cup and almost knocked it over.
Xue Yijie quickly caught it, but some water still splashed onto her cheeks and neck.
Xue Yijie quickly took out a tissue to wipe her dry, pressing it to absorb a few drops of water.
"and many more."
Cui Jing reacted even more violently and leaned back, falling over. She pressed his hand down hard and held it in her hand. It had a typical male skeleton, slender with slightly thick joints. She could feel the strength of the hand's clenched fist through the bulging blue veins and protruding bones.
The pendant on the red rope on Cui Jing's wrist swayed in her retina.
From this perspective... Cui Jing realized that she had grabbed his hand, and her neck still had the strange double feeling of numbness and wetness.
"No, sorry, I didn't hold it firmly." Xue Yijie spoke up to break the silence.
He was still holding the overturned paper cup in his hand. There was a layer of water remaining in the cup. His little finger that was pressed against the wall of the cup curled up, and the thin skin became even redder.
Cui Jing looked at his face that was about to burn and said, "I overreacted."
Of course, he had a good-looking appearance, was tall, and was an adult male with normal desires, but in Cui Jing's subjective opinion, all this weakened his dangerousness.
No matter how Cui Jing looked at him, she felt that the redness on his face became more gorgeous. The melancholy had long been broken when he was with her, and he looked more lively.
Cui Jing was not narcissistic enough to think that his affection for her was equivalent to love.
Is he really an Omega? That's why he reacted so strongly when he came into contact with me.
Cui Jing withdrew her hand.
She seemed to have offended him. As an Omega, not the protagonist of a cool novel, he would naturally not follow the rules of most Omegas during his susceptible period, and would only become more out of control.
Even a simple touch.
And now she is a Beta.
……
Qin Sheng was swept out of the elevator by the crowd. The air outside was much fresher than that in the elevator.
After leaving the inpatient department, I went to the cafeteria at the back of the building. The food was bland and the queue for a number was very long.
She went to the small shop next door to kill time. The shop didn't even have a proper doorplate. It looked like some special liaison office. The goods piled high on the shelves were colorful and small, but it had everything.
She took a quick look and saw various biscuits, functional drinks, sanitary napkins, large postpartum care pads, diapers, and boxes of inhibitory patches placed at her feet. The seals of the boxes below were still unopened.
Many people buy cigarettes.
The soft middle-aged man with a restraint patch on his neck squatted at the door and smoked hard, while the embarrassed woman was at a loss.
Qin Sheng asked for a pack of cigarettes and a lighter without any hesitation, took them to the non-smoking kiosk, lit them up with his teeth, and pressed his slender body against the stone pillar on his back.
Here you can see the emergency exit on the side of the hospital.
There are a lot of people coming and going during the day, which is different from the dead silence at night.
Qin Sheng knew that the entire outpatient department was closed at night, and only the side door of the emergency room had a red light on, which looked like the underworld of the Black and White Impermanence from a distance.
It was here yesterday that a man in a white coat walked out from a sea of red. The green safety passage sign was deep, and a nurse in white, covered tightly with a cold look, carried Cui Jing in.
The man in the white coat spoke rapidly.
"Why did you come so late? Her differentiation process was stopped."
"So?" Tan Sheng asked.
Her thoughts were interrupted by a man, "Beautiful lady, can you add me on WeChat?"
"Beautiful Si'ai, would you like to know me? I'm a Beta." The handsome man took one look at her and was about to come over with a cigarette in his mouth to ask for a light.
Fourth, love seems to be a broad sexual orientation of male and female reversal, or a more narrow definition of female top and male bottom in sex/love.
Qin Sheng turned her head to avoid him, glanced at him sideways in the smoke, raised her hand to put out the cigarette, and said, "I have no interest in the back of a man."
This narrow response itself contains a deliberately stereotyped rejection.
"Then use the front..."
"I have even less interest in female organs." Qin Sheng pushed away the person who approached him and said word by word, "You don't understand me because I don't have a penis."
"You look like an Alpha."
"Is the differentiation based on personality? Isn't this random?"
The handsome man was stumped by her question.
She finished her cigarette in a few gulps and lit another one.
It would be great if we could really classify people by personality. Some people would be love-brained and could be love-brained, while others would be willing to have children and contribute to breaking the aging deadlock.
The man in the white coat continued in my memory.
"So she differentiated into a defective Omega. The good news is that after the process was stopped, her fever period was no different from that of a Beta, and she could not be completely labeled."
"That's Beta."
She heard herself laugh, "That's a broken Beta, not an Omega, understand?
You know better than me what the criteria for diagnosing an Omega are, doctor."
The silent man took out a black card from his suit. After being rejected by the doctor, he took out his cell phone and said, "My last name is Xue. I will visit you another day."
This person used Cui Jing's phone to call him, and then he kept on calling him. He didn't say anything during the whole journey, and only stopped him when he took out an unknown needle to inject it into Cui Jing's body, "Is this her decision?"
"Why do you think you called me?" she asked back.
After hesitating for a few seconds, he said, "She trusts you very much."
Of course, Qin Sheng understood the implication of his words.
Do you need to tell me this?
"Tsk." Qin Sheng frowned when he thought of this.
The handsome man tried to continue chatting her up, and said with caring words, "You seem to be troubled. Is someone in your family sick?"
Need money?
He looked her up and down at her clothes and guessed her family background: she only bought cigarettes for a few yuan a pack, and her cotton pajamas cost at most a hundred yuan. She didn't have any valuables on her body, and even her shoes were a pair of plastic slippers.
Her hair was a little messy, with a few strands of hair falling on her forehead, and her ponytail was sloppily braided.
Small poor.
He was still very satisfied with her appearance: she was tall and had a great figure, so he tried to convince himself that it was good that she was not differentiated, so that he would not punch himself to death in anger.
"You're right, I do have some worries." Qin Sheng ran through three red lights last night and his driver's license was revoked.
What worried her was certainly not the driver's license, but the fact that she owed a favor to someone there. The experimental injection that she had worked so hard to produce was difficult not only because of the technology, but also because of moral ethics.
The more she tried to distance herself from the matter, the more she couldn't pay it back, so she avoided it for many years.
But all she could think of was Cui Jing's face, which had woken up and was stimulated by the light, with traces of unconscious tears. At that moment, Qin Sheng thought of more things.
One thing is certain, she shouldn't cry like this.
"My noodles are ready." said Qin Sheng.
"What?" The handsome man watched Qin Sheng put the cigarette into the trash can while walking. He stood there unwillingly and shouted, "Beauty, don't you want to chat anymore?"
"No."
Qin Sheng went to the cafeteria to take the packed noodles away. Before leaving, he remembered something and took a look at it. The noodle soup was light and clear, with a few green onions added. The more he looked at it, the more bland it became, without even a drop of oil foam.
I went back and added a few spoonfuls of chili to two of the bowls.