Chapter 33 Song Jin's Heart Knot

After writing, because it is written with a brush, it cannot be dried immediately, so fold it up.

So Shen Xia turned around and looked into Song Yun's deep eyes: "Do you want me to take your pulse?"

After hearing this, Song Yun said, "Thank you for your help."

Shen Xia took two steps forward, sat down beside the bed, and gently felt for his pulse.

Song Yun was so thin that he was just skin and bones because he had been lying in bed for a year.

The wrist has only a layer of skin covering the bones, so the pulse is obvious.

After taking the pulse: "Do you have strength in your feet?"

"I can't lift it."

"It's normal that you can't lift it up. You just woke up. Are you conscious?"

"have,"

Then Shen Xia lifted the quilt around his feet and looked at his skinny feet.

Said to Song Yun: "Move your toes."

After listening to Shen Xia's words, Song Yun understood why Shen Xia lifted his quilt.

Then he put force on his feet.

The toes of both feet moved.

Shen Xia felt relieved when she saw that both of his toes could move.

I covered him with the quilt and comforted him: "The nerves in your feet are not affected. The reason you can't lift them up now is because you have been lying down for too long."

"In two days, you can try to sit up, and then slowly get down to practice walking."

"Nervous?" Song Yun was curious.

"It's what you call the meridians."

"OK, all right,"

Song Yun was not sad because he couldn't walk right away.

After all, in my previous life, I couldn’t walk when I woke up. It took me more than a month of practice before I could move around more easily.

So he wasn't worried at all about not being able to walk when he woke up. He had already worried about that in his previous life.

Shen Xia saw that he didn't say anything, and his calm face didn't show any sadness.

I don't know whether to comfort her or not.

After thinking for a while, he left without saying anything.

Pick up the paper that has dried on it.

When we arrived at the kitchen, Song Jiang and Song Ming were still there.

Shen Xia gave the prescription to Song Ming: "Put it away, remember to buy it back tomorrow, don't forget."

Song Ming could read. He had seen Shen Xia write, and his handwriting was gentle and graceful, very beautiful.

"Mom is fine now, you should go to bed early. By the way, let Xiaowu sleep next to you tonight!" Shen Xia suggested.

When Song's mother heard this, she didn't ask any questions and just said, "Okay."

Xiaowu didn't ask, thinking that the third brother must be feeling bad, and it was the sister who should comfort him.

I plan to light a fire and make some bone porridge with my third brother.

Song Ming saw Shen Xia was going to light the fire: "Xia Xia, the water for washing your face is ready."

"No, Third Brother, I haven't had dinner yet. I want to make some porridge with him."

"Oh, okay. Xia Xia, you cook the porridge and I'll light the fire."

"Well, thank you, brother."

"What are you thanking me for? We are all family."

Because firewood was used, the fire was fierce and the porridge soon began to boil.

In order to make the porridge more delicious, I cut some fresh minced meat and added it to it, then stirred it gently with a spoon.

As the minced meat blends into the porridge soup, an enticing aroma wafts into the air.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Hmm, not bad.

Song Ming also smelled it: "Xia Xia, how come your cooking skills are so good."

"Brother, are you full? If not, you can eat a little. I cooked more anyway."

"I won't eat it anymore. Let's save it for my third and fourth brothers tomorrow."

"It's okay. If there's nothing left, just wait till tomorrow."

In the end, Song Ming didn't eat. He just cooked the porridge and went to sleep.

Shen Xia looked at Song Ming's back as he left. In fact, Song Ming was a very good brother. He was not selfish, did not have many ulterior motives, and he also cared about his younger brother.

It's just because I don't think too much, so I speak more directly.

Shen Xia filled a bowl of porridge and returned to the room.

He held a bowl in one hand and an oil lamp in the other, and used a spoon instead of chopsticks.

At that time, oil lamps were used. I don’t know what kind of oil it was, but it was quite expensive and most people were reluctant to use it.

They all rest at sunset and are rarely used.

I bought this before, and it seems like there is nothing left.

I returned to the room and saw Song Jin sleeping with his back to the door.

Shen Xia knew that he was not asleep. After all that he had experienced, psychologically speaking, he could not sleep because he had too many thoughts in his mind.

Given Song Jin's current situation, if he is not counselled from the bottom of his heart, there will be problems. After all, even if his eyes are treated, it will take time.

Shen Xia placed the oil lamp beside the bed, and then put down a little boiling porridge.

Gently sat down on the bed and whispered, "Third brother, are you asleep?"

Song Jin didn't say anything, but Shen Xia knew that he could hear her.

Then he continued, "Third brother, I know you can hear me. I understand your inferiority complex. You feel that you are a burden to the family because you can't see."

"But have you ever thought about whether your mother and the others think you are a burden? In everyone's eyes, as long as you are alive and healthy, that's all that matters."

"As long as the family is together."

"You know what? My second brother and I went up the mountain to find herbs for you this afternoon. If it's not enough, we'll buy some tomorrow."

"When I came back, I found you were gone."

"Then I heard what happened in the afternoon from my second brother. I know you are afraid that I will get hurt and want to protect me, but my second brother is also afraid that you will get hurt and wants to protect you."

"I couldn't find you at night. You know how panicked I was. I was so scared. I was so scared that something happened to you."

"Until we reached the lake and saw you lying there with a pale face, I felt really guilty. If I had told you earlier that your eye disease could be cured, would none of this have happened?" As Shen Xia spoke, she thought of the sadness she had felt by the lake.

Unable to hold back her sobs, she said, "I was afraid that you wouldn't believe me, so I planned to cure Fourth Brother so that you would believe me."

Song Jin listened to Shen Xia's words quietly. She said she was afraid of dying and always thought that Xia Xia couldn't cure her or didn't like her so she didn't mention it.

It turned out that it was neither of them. She was just afraid that I didn't believe her.

It turned out that I had misunderstood her.

I was impulsive.

Okay

otherwise

Hearing Xia Xia sobbing, I felt so sad. I thought I made her sad.

He turned around gently, then sat up and reached forward.

Shen Xia looked at Song Jin's hands groping around, and reached out to hold them.

Song Jin then used his other hand to touch Shen Xia's face.

Gently wiped the tears from her face: "I'm sorry for making you worry."

Shen Xia covered Song Jin's hand on her face and said, "It's okay, as long as you are healthy, our family will be reunited."

"Okay," Song Jin smiled faintly.

Shen Xia also gently wiped away the tears from Song Jin's face.

I have only been separated from my family for a short time and have finally adapted to the new environment. I don’t want another loved one to leave me.

"Are you hungry? I made some porridge for you. I'll feed you." Shen Xia was very gentle.

"Yeah, okay." Song Jin nodded softly.

Shen Xia had a cushion at the back, so she helped Song Jin over to lean on it, then she went to get the bowl herself, feeling that it was about time.

Then he fed Song Jin one spoonful at a time.

"It smells delicious. Xia Xia is a great cook." Song Jin praised.

"If it's delicious, eat more. There's still more in the pot."

Song Jin wanted to regain her sight more than ever before. She wanted to see the woman in front of her and imprint her face deeply in her mind.

In a short while, a bowl of meat porridge was finished.

Shen Xia asked, "Eat some more?"

Song Jin shook his head: "No need."

"Okay, wait for me, don't sleep."

"OK."

Shen Xia went back to the kitchen to wash the dishes, then closed the kitchen door and returned to the room.