Chapter 605 Confession
Chapter 605 Confession
That night, Li Feng did not return to Manchester with the team. Van Basten did not have a hard requirement on this. After all, the team is on holiday tomorrow, and the players are free to do whatever they want. Not only Li Feng, but also other Manchester City players did not return to Manchester with the team.
The Park Plaza Westminster Bridge Hotel is located opposite the Houses of Parliament and Big Ben, with a beautiful view of the Thames. In London these days, Girls' Generation lived in this hotel.
After the game, everyone in Girls' Generation returned to the hotel in the commercial vehicle prepared by the hotel. This was their last night in England, and they knew what this night was all about.
Li Feng didn't make Shaoshi wait too long, when the youngest came to Yun'er's room after taking a shower, Li Feng was already sitting on the sofa.
After glancing at Li Feng with a complicated expression, the maknae walked to Kim Hyo-yeon's side silently. This time, the room allocation was similar to that in the Korean dormitory. Yoona and Yuri were still in one room, Sooyoung was with Sunny, and Seohyun was with Hyoyeon, Taeyeon, Sooyoung and Tiffany.
Seeing nine pairs of eyes staring at him in unison, it would be a lie in Li Feng's heart to say that he was not nervous, but Li Feng has already made up his mind, and he will not run away again.
"During this period of time, I thought a lot, and I found that I am an out-and-out weak person, bastard and scum in terms of feelings."
"On the eve of Christmas in 08, I met a girl named Son Ye-jin. She was very delicate and beautiful, and it was easy to get a good impression."
"Yes, after getting along for a while, I developed a good impression of Sister Yizhen, and I also know that Sister Yizhen also has a good impression of me, so she sent me an invitation, inviting me to go to Korea with her when I was on vacation."
"After that, I found out that the girl in front of me is not an ordinary person, but a big star. This surprised me and made me worry about gain and loss, because at that time I was just an ordinary person. In my eyes, stars are not real. They just exist on TV, not in my life."
"But I still went to South Korea. Everything was completely different from the Netherlands and Volendam. From the moment I got off the plane, I had to separate from Yizhen. I was looked down upon by the staff around Yezhen."
"The first night I arrived in Korea, I didn't sleep. I spent all my time getting to know Yejin, which made me more sure that I like Yejin. I don't want Yejin to play someone else's woman in a movie or TV."
"However, I didn't get the answer I wanted, but I can't blame Sister Yizhen for all this. Now that I think about it, I can only blame myself, because of my low self-esteem, my cowardice, and my **** machismo."
"If I could muster up the courage and make a promise to Sister Yizhen, maybe we wouldn't know each other," said Li Feng, shaking his head.
"On that night, I met Taeyeon and Yoona, and Yoona should also know that at the beginning, when I said I wanted to chase you, it was just a joke." After Li Feng finished speaking, Yoona nodded and admitted.
"I think you all know very well that in the next period of time, I will be in frequent contact with Taeyeon," Li Feng really didn't shy away from it at the moment, and Taeyeon didn't deny it either.
"At that time, Taeyeon participated in our wedding. I also mentioned that I hope Taeyeon will not participate, but Taeyeon doesn't want to give up this opportunity to promote Girls' Generation. In addition to the previous time with Yizhen sister, my heart suddenly became cold."
"Xiuying's phone call became an opportunity for me and Yuner to start, but the two consecutive blows made me more concerned about gains and losses. I have to say, I really have a glass heart." Speaking of this, Li Feng couldn't help laughing at himself.
"If it wasn't for Yuner's initiative and hard work, maybe we wouldn't be able to get to this point at all." From the perspective of other people in the youth, it was Li Feng who traveled thousands of miles to accompany Yuner, but Li Feng knew very well that it was Yuner who took the initiative in this relationship.
"You must be very surprised, why do I say these things," Li Feng continued to say self-consciously after recovering from Yun'er, "I just said these things to tell you that I'm really bad."
"Next, I want to chat with Yun'er alone, is that okay?" Li Feng turned his head to look at the others.
"Okay~~~" When it comes to courage, Taeyeon is still not as good as Jung Soo-yeon, and when she was young, Bingshan took a deep look at Li Feng and walked out first.
After everyone left, Li Feng came to Yun'er's side. At this moment, Yun'er's eyes were less lively and more restless.
"Pani is my first real woman." Although she was prepared in her heart, when she heard Li Feng's words, Yun'er's whole body couldn't help but tremble, and a heart-piercing pain spread from her heart.
Although she was deceiving herself and others, as long as Li Feng didn't really open her mouth, Yun'er could keep comforting herself in her heart. This is not true, but when Li Feng spoke, Yun'er couldn't even deceive herself and others.
"From the beginning of New Year's Day in 09," Li Feng looked at Yun'er with a pale face, and Li Feng was not much better than Yun'er in his heart, but this matter has developed to the present, and this is inevitable.
"Later Xiaoxian knew about my relationship with Pani, so she came to force me to question me, but I forced her to kiss me." When Li Feng said the youngest, Yuner's expression was full of shock.
"Have you been avoiding me for a while?" Li Feng's words did not get a response from Yun'er, and at this moment, Yun'er just stared at Li Feng in a daze, but those little deer eyes completely lost focus.
"Xiuying's car accident made me reorganize my relationship with everyone. Xiuying confessed to me. At this time, I realized that my relationship with everyone has surpassed that of ordinary friends. My heart has also changed unconsciously. I want to make you my private property. I want to occupy your future life and become your only man."
"Sika's scandal confirmed my heart even more." In fact, in the end, Li Feng wanted to take the responsibility on himself, but to Li Feng's disappointment, Yuner still didn't respond.
This situation made Li Feng somewhat at a loss. Originally, he thought that Yun'er would get angry, cry, make trouble, scold him, and even hit him, but at this moment, Yun'er didn't react at all, except for the dull expression on her face and her out-of-focus eyes.
As Li Feng fell silent, the room suddenly fell into silence, except for each other's breathing, there was no sound, but this situation did not last long.
(End of this chapter)